yana's chronicle.

hello ladies and gentlemen :D

2011-12-21T02:21:00.002+08:00

assalamualaikum. hey hey :D after months of tk update, and here i am. hee, how are you guys? i am doing great here. finally dh tak busy sgt. bt just so you know, finals are coming up. so, memey la assignment semua illek dah. bt, study ttp study.

soo, sorry sebab dh biar smpai bersawang tak bersih bagai blog ni. as a student, mmg busy tahap tak ingat. and aku ni, hanya lah seorg student yg noob jugak enn. soo, bab nk bahagi masa jadah semua mmg agak kureng lah. thts why jarang sgt nk update skg. huu, bt i promise you guys, soo enough bila dh cuti semua. i'll tell everything dlm ni. what happened along my frst semester at Taylor's University College Lakeside Campus. it has been an amazing journey so far, i enjoy myself to the max. no regret, alhamdulillah :D

it's 2.26 in the morning now, just finished doing my quiz. mmg tk harap sgt la quiz ni, just nk get it overwith. then i can have my study week in peace. hehee.

i guess, enough fr now.

THANK YOU TO ALL THE READERS, WHOEVER YOU ARE, WHEREVER YOU MIGHT BE. THANK YOU!

xoxo.

University Life - Taylor's University Lakeside Campus :)

2011-10-04T10:03:00.005+08:00

as salam,
hello peepos. yes, it's me again. hihi i knowwwww. aku dah lama gilaaaaa dah tk berblogging. kalau tgk bulan, ade la kot dalam satu ke dua. kalau tgk hari, fuhh puluhh. kalau tgk jam, -___- kalau minit? *speechless*

okay okay, mintak maaf blog ni ditidak pedulikan utk sementara waktu. i've been busy okaaay. byk bnde nk update sebenarnya. hell lots and lots and lots of thngs to be written. ye laaa, i've been neglecting my lil cute blog because i was busy, damn busy. so byk laa bnde yg nk cerita kan. sementara aku tgh break fr another one hour to go ni, lemme tell you bits about wht actually happen to myself skg ni :)

so, sekarang ni aku dah sambung degree dah. been here since the last 5 weeks. intake masa 5th of september yg lepas. and yes, of all the universities in the world, or in Malaysia bila kita narrowed down. i chose Taylor's University Lakeside Campus as the place fr me to collect my knowledge fr the next three and a half years :P taking biomedical science. so far it's quite easy. belajar balik masa foundation. and the lecturers are SUPER GOOD and SUPER KIND and SUPER HELPFUL. yeahh, i am surprised myself. in fact, im lovin' it now and have no regrets at all belajar kt sini. yeahh, im telling you AT ALL. haha :D

im very happy here. indeed i am. though classmates aku 90% of them are chinese. bt i can blend in, alhamdulillah :P i've no problems regarding loneliness ke ape ke. cause wherever i go, i've my friends by my side. mkn dgn dorg, toilet dgn dorg, lab dgn dorg, class dgn dorg. haha, it's been fun. totally :)

kt sini, im taking Bachelor in Biomedical Science. though the fees are quite expensive. but im targetting MARA next sem. insya Allah, been working hard towards tht. dont wanna burden my parents with such a huge sum of money. biar berhutang sekarang, nnti kerja aku bersusah sndiri. fr this first semester, ade 4 subjects to be covered. they are,

Cell Biology

Physical and Inorganic Chemistry

Biochemistry

Communication in Science

cell biology is great, basically bnde hafal hafal je. heheh, then physical and inorganic chemistry. it was okay. baru lepas buat quiz and i scored 17 out of 20 questions (Y) alhamdulillah, this shows that i understand ths course lah kan. great :D then biochem is the hardest among them all. ohmygod, sumpah susah gila nak mati. im not kidding, sape yg amek biochem. im sure they'll tag along with me. and comm science is just a subject tht won't be graded. just plainly assignments. okay la tu kan :P

timetable fr my class pulak quite pack. same old same old mcm time foundation. so, nt a big deal sgt. can adapt lah. and i've been busy, super busy. lots of assignments to be done. yeahh, kambiz punya assignment. cell bio, chem. reports lagi. pile of works, fuhh. bt i like it doh, busy busy cenggini. makes me feel important like, "uhh, busy woman sorry" :P perasan lebih je aku ni. haha, bt seriously. berlambak gila. next due date is on 10th of October - Lab Report 2 (BioChem), Dr. Kambiz's Assignment. then ade Malaysian Studies lagi. yeahh, as aku masuk private. i've to take the MQA subjects. Malaysian Studies and Islamic Studies. this sem belajar MS, and start on the 10th of October. IS start next sem. fuhh, can you see how busy i am? -.-

bt yeah, things are going great. ptg ni kene buat cell biology punya quiz. and i'm aiming full marks fr this. quiz kt sini semua online quiz. there's a pro and cons about this. yg bagus nya, dia ade due date and you can actually do whenever you want with whoever you want. as for me, smalam kitorg buat chem quiz sama sama. we discussed and tu sebenarnya lagi better than individual quiz to me. cause we were arguing about the question and masing masing came out with theories masing masing. and submit answers, then we'll know whts right and whts wrong.

tp ape yg tk bagusnya, come on its online quiz relying on the technology itself. freaking useless! semalam, i was doing ths quiz kt Taylor's computer lab. and tgh syok nk buat ni, baru tekan okay. tetiba the monitor shut off all of a sudden. mine only wehh, kawan aku punye elok je and i was like whattt? hahaha. freaking out fr quite some time. and later, get a grip of myself then hantar email kt lecturer telling my situation. and few minutes later, she enable me to do it again. yeah, cause once kita tekan 'okay'. we are forced to complete them at tht time jugak fr one hour. tp dah monitor aku shut off, mmg tak la dia nk complete kan enn. bila try bukak kt computer lain, dia kata aku dh try tht quiz so tak boleh nk try lagi dah -___- thank god lecturer aku memahami orgnya. huu, then lepas dah boleh buat. masa dah habis, nk tekan submit button. that freaking elapsed time lap tu pulak block the 'submit' button. so aku tak boleh nk tekan tht freaking button. dh tuu, kene email the lecturer again. dpt tak score marks aku. and dia ckp tk dpt and i have to re-do it again -.- third time baru okay. haiyohhh, sumpa menyusahkan. haha.

soo, itu lah bits here and there pasal my life so far. i know none of you are reading pun actually. but hell i care, its my blog anyway :) anyway, 30 minutes to go fr Prof. Ong class. i better stop now. wishing you a great life ahead. will see you guys very soon. toodles :)

Jessie J - Who's Laughing Now

2011-08-11T02:00:00.006+08:00

LAGU YANG PALING TERBAIK so far YANG AKU PERNAH DENGAR.

LIRIK DIA TERBAIK!

THE BEST OF THE BEST :D

Mummy they call me names
They wouldn't let me play
I'd run home, sit and cry almost everyday

'Hey Jessica, you look like an alien
With green skin you don't fit in this playpen'

Well they pull my hair
They took away my chair
I keep it in and pretend that I didn't care

'Hey Jessica, you're so funny
You've got teeth just like Bugs bunny'

Oh, so you think you know me now
Have you forgotten how
You would make me feel
When you drag my spirit down
But thank you for the pain
It made me raise my game
And I'm still rising, I'm still rising
Yeah

So make your jokes
Go for broke
Blow your smoke
You're not alone
But who's laughing now
But who's laughing now

So raise the bar
Hit me hard
Play your cards
Be a star
But who's laughing now
But who's laughing now

Cos I'm in L.A
You think I've made my fame
If it makes us friends
When you only really know my name

'Oh Jessie, we knew you could make it
I've got a track and I'd love you to take it'

So now because I'm signed
You think my pockets lined
4 years now and I'm still waiting in the line

'Oh Jessie, I saw you on youtube
I tagged old photos from when we was at school'

Oh, so you think you know me now
Have you forgotten how
You would make me feel
When you drag my spirit down
But thank you for the pain
It made me raise my game
And I'm still rising, I'm still rising
Yeah

So make your jokes
Go for broke
Blow your smoke
You're not alone
But who's laughing now
But who's laughing now

So raise the bar
Hit me hard
Play your cards
Be a star
But who's laughing now
But who's laughing now

Jessie
She broke out of the box
Swallowed your pride
You got that ego cough
Let the haters hate
You're like way too late
See I got a message from you
'Hola, I'm proud of you'
'Oh my god babe your voice is like wow!'
My reply: Who's laughing now

Oh, so you think you know me now
Have you forgotten how
You would make me feel
When you drag my spirit down
But thank you for the pain
It made me raise my game
And I'm still rising, I'm still rising
Yeah

So make your jokes
Go for broke
Blow your smoke
You're not alone
But who's laughing now
But who's laughing now

So raise the bar
Hit me hard
Play your cards
Be a star
But who's laughing now
But who's laughing now

So make your jokes
Go for broke
Blow your smoke
You're not alone
But who's laughing now
But who's laughing now

So raise the bar
Hit me hard
Play your cards
Be a star
But who's laughing now

uhh, well. for me?macam yg aku cakap la kan.THIS IS THE BEST SONG EVER!sumpah paling terbaik antara yg terbaik so far.if la kan, if and only if.IF aku ade haters la kan, aku bg lagu ni kt dorg.IN YOUR FACE MAN, IN YOUR FACE!hahaa.most favourite lyrics dlm ni, semua yg aku boldkn tuu.but still.i have to write them again, but monologue style ;
so, to all you haters.Oh, so you think you know me now? Have you forgotten how you would make me feel when you drag my spirit down? But thank you, thank you for the pain. It made me raise my game. and hell yeah, I'm still rising. I am still damn fucking rising now :D
IT FEELS GOOD yaww

simptom simptom - RAYA FEVER :D

2011-08-09T03:38:00.012+08:00

as salam,

hello hai hey hoi sawadikap anyeonghaseyo vanakkam

dan seterusnya lah.

soo, nk discuss pasal

simptom simptom ataupun gejala gejala

RAYA FEVER! :D

like seriously, MACAM AKU sekarang ni.

nk lagu ape? you name it all. haha :D

true enough, MACAM AKU jugak ni haa

tp tak terhad kepada lagu balik kampung je. bak kata astro, macam macam adaa :D

oh, yes we do! MACAM AKU jugak lah kan, dolu dolu lahhh. haha :D

oh, tiada yg benar melainkan yg benar benar belaka. MACAM AKU lah jugak kan, siapa lagi? :D

tgk je lah desktop dia. wallpaper raya dah. gila tak gila.

siapa lagi kalau bukan MACAM AKU lah of course. dah nama pun desktop aku. haha :D

bila dh start melaram baju raya lah kan. ehh, bukan ~~MACAM AKU~~ lagi dah.

ini dah MACAM DAVID ARCHULETTA namanya. haha :D

so, kesimpulannya :

ya, aku tgh sakit.

sakit demam.

demam apa?

demam nak raya laa :DD

bak kata omputeh

RAYA FEVER :D

ngeh ngeh ngeh

haha, yee. aku teramatlah sedar yg kita baru tgh nk puasa yg ke-sembilan

inilah bahananya, bila dok pasang lagu raya.

tekan replay tk berhenti berhenti.

hee, takpe setahun sekali.

bukan selalu kan?

hikhikhik :P

title-less

2011-08-09T01:42:00.003+08:00

as salam,

hai guys. hari ni hari isnin, tarikh - 8th of August 2011. how time flies kan? rasa cm cepat gilaa. masih fresh lagi semua memories time dekat PASUM, sekolah. haha. cakap pasal sekolah, it reminds me of all the unforgettable memories kt sane yg sumpah aku tanak lupa. pernah berniat utk menulis dlm blog about them nnti. bt, i just dnt knw how to cerita lagi. haha. nvm. i'll just plan my draf frst. collecting the memories semua. and compile them all in one blog post. hmm, interesting :P

haha, speaking of blog post. daang, sorry lah der gua dh jarang jarang nk update. apologies since i've no muscular reasons fr tht. heh, bukan tkde idea nk tulis. like masya Allah, punya laa berdentam dentum idea nk tulis kt blog and everythng. tp tgn ni tk pernah nk gerak. harini je tetiba tergerak hati terajin tgn pulak nk tulis kn. besides aku dh berhenti kerja. so, duduk rumah tk buat apa. baik post blog kn. best sikit. heheh

okay. soo, how was my day yesterday? it's been great. yes, definitely. how great? haha. semalam, just around 8 hours ago. aku atikah and syaza buka puasa sama sama dekat secret recipe, ioi mall (: haha, kenapa lari ioi sedangkn giant ade. well, both of them ni actually bekas pekerja secret recipe giant bk tu. soo, ade terselit rasa malu masing masing ni nk pegi secret situ tnjuk muka duduk and makan sane, dilayan oleh boleh dikata juniors dorg laa kan. haha. awkwaard. i knoww. anyway, we had a great time together. catching up story masing masing semuaa. wonderful day indeed. hee

and yeah, have i told you tht i am into korean like so so so so much now? haha. bukannya ape laa. just korean dramas and also korean songs. MOSTLY semua lagu lagu korea ni semua lagu original soundtrack drama drama tu. haha. yes, lepas tgk one drama korea. aku search lagu lagu dorg. and save them dlm playlist youtube. memalam cenggini, aku dgr again and again and again. kekadang, pasang on going smpai bangun tk off off. dgr over and over and over again. haha. bukn lagu yg rancak rancak tu laa. lagu lagu yg aku cari ni semua yg tangkap leleh, yg layan layaan je haa. lagu lagu ni selalu dimainkn apabila hero ke heroin dia ditimpa masalah ke kan, scene scene sedihh. haha. bila dgr balik lagu lagu ni kan, somehow specific scenes dlm cite tuu akan teringat balik. then senyum sorg sorg. haha. i know, aku ni selayaknya digelar ForeverAlone dah. teruk bebeno dah. haha, dah nk buat mcm mane. i'm a loner. i knoww -.- haha. okay, fr sesape yg mane tau ade minat cenderung ke arah lagu lagu korea yg sedap sedap and tangkap leleh jee ni kan. nah, aku bg semua lagu lagu ni kt korang. hah, hambik hambik. jgn segan segan :]

heheh, enjoy lah korang ye (: hee. oh bytheway. actually skarang ni aku tgh follow satu story korea ni.

YOU DON'T KNOW WOMEN

cite ni airing skarang dekat One Tv Asia channel 393. hoho, sumpah terbaik cite ni. very complicated. and best lah. heheh :P not about the heroes or heroins. tgk la hero dia, sikit pon tk hensem. haha, tp pasal jalan cerita dia. sgt menarik. jarang ade. very rare. so, worth to watch la kan. hee

sesuai laa dgn tajuk dia : title-less.

sebab aku sendiri taktau nk meraban apa. haha

PERLU OPINION, :3

2011-08-07T22:43:00.010+08:00

as salam,

hello guys. to muslims, how's your ramadhan so far? great? bagus lah mcm tuu. as fr non-muslims, i wish you guys a joy of life day after day. hee

#1 option : kalau nk baca intro, sila baca next perenggan. thx!

#2 option : kalau malas gila nak baca intro, terus ke perenggan yg ade tanda >>>>> thx!

well, kalau korang mengikuti blog aku, pasti korang tau ape yg berlaku pada aku day by day kn? taktau semua pun, mesti sikit sikit tau laa jugk kn. hee, so bg korang yg tau. im sure you guys now mcm mane teruknya aku dulu pikir pasal ipta ipts ni kn? and now. since i've already made my decision which is by pursuing my degree in biomedical science in a private college. ade lagi next dilemma aku dohh. hoho, yes dilemma aku yg skarang ni pasal bab nk pilih private college yg mane pula -.-

i know, bg korang - "ala, pilih je laa memane. same je pun kan". haha. yeahh, just pick one. as simple as tht. tp aku tk rasa mcm tu doh. every choice tht we make, ade impact dia yg tersendiri pada hidup kita kelak. i've experienced it before, soo cautious jugak la skarang. yeah, pengalaman lepas byk mengajar aku weh. huu

kalau dulu, aku agak mengejar masa lah jugak nk pikir pasal benda ni sebab sepatutnya pendaftaran fr msu is tomorrow. so, i've to decide FAST. tp, like seriously. i have no idea langsung nk pegi mana weh. one time, aku rasa mcm - "okay, taylors lah". and ade jugak masanya bila aku rasa mcm hati aku lebih kepada msu. haihh. yeahh, kalau abah tk bangkitkn taylors. it would have been easier fr me i guess. tp, tetiba haritu abah sanggup call frm office ckp kt aku suruh cnsider taylors jugk. soo, abah's order. take it or take it ahh. haha.

>>>>> so skarang, like seriously. aku dh buntu! taktau nk pilih mane satu. dua dua mcm ade kebaikan dorg yg tersendiri and keburukan masing masing. bt keburukan and kebaikan tu aku taktau laa nk classify as an advantage ke tk kn. haha.

and to be precise, actually the reason why am i writing this entry is because i would love to get help from you guys. to actually give me your opinions. korang pikir mcm mane. and if korang dlm tempat aku, korang decide mane. and bgtau aku jugak, kenapa korang pilih universiti msu or taylors ni. mungkin korang ade life experience yg tersendiri yg aku taktau ke kan. who knws. boleh jugak aku tau serba sedikit kn and mane tau berguna jugak kepada aku segala pandangan yg korang berikan tuu, boleh membantu ke kan (:

skg, i'll let you know. bits about each universities. and you just set back and read on okay? :P

MANAGEMENT & SCIENCE UNIVERSITY (MSU)

course : biomedical science, accredited by mqa. (course ni dh lama, exist since msu ni ditubuhkn lagi).
duration : 3 years.
location : shah alam.
jarak drpd rumah : less than one hour.
if aku belajar kt sini, aku duduk asrama. accommodation disediakan. 5 minutes frm campus. pegi campus by bus or by leg.
source of entertainment : sacc mall (10 minutes away), PKNS shah alam (10 minutes away), tesco extra (depan campus je), stadium melawati shah alam (3 minutes away), sunway pyramid (30 minutes away), i-city shah alam (30 minutes away), mid valley (45 minutes away)
facilities : library, computer lab, cafeteria, shops, labs, masjid. (tp aku tak tgk lagi lah kn. so, im nt quite cnfident with it. last aku pegi, tk nmpak pun semua ni. nmpak kedai waffle sebijik je. so, agak was was lah. semua facilities ni aku dpt frm website dia).
msu very first intake tahun 2002. bangunan dia yg baru ni baru launched last year.
bantuan kewangan : MARA, PTPTN, ade scholarship (president's scholarship).
student msu : ramai melayu.
lecturers : 3 org je local melayu, lain foreigners.
intake : mid of November.
any gossips? : baru baru ni ade convocation dia baru berlangsung. great image, no gossips so far i suppose.

TAYLORS UNIVERSITY

course : biomedical science, accredited by mqa. (course ni baru kt sini. if aku masuk sini, aku FIRST intake. actually tak baru sgt la, before ths course ni dh buat kt university of queensland, cuma baru frst time nk buat kt sini).
duration : 3 and a half years.
location : sunway.
jarak drpd rumah : less than 30 minutes.
if aku belajar kt sini, aku ulang alik rumah - campus. tidur rumah.
source of entertainment : sunway pyramid (10 minutes), mid valley (30 minutes), ioi mall (20 minutes), alamanda (45 minutes).
facilities : library, Mac Lab, interactive room, student central, restaurants, shops, 24/7 study room (bilik ni, korang boleh duduk belajar sampai esok pagi tak balik balik), tasik besar gilaa, surau, laboratory. (aku dh tgk semua facilities dia. kawan aku dh bawak tour. and yes, very interesting place. aku sgt tertarik dgn 24/7 study room tu sebab aku ni jenis yg stay up mlm study. so, mungkin berguna utk aku one day).
taylors ni dh exist since 1969. sgt lama, so mungkin pengalaman tu dh lama. very well recognized.
bantuan kewangan : MARA, PTPTN.
student msu : ramai cina and foreigners. melayu kurang.
lecturers : semua cina. sorang melayu. all local.
intake : 5th of September 2011.
**IF AKU MASUK TAYLORS, AKU ADA PELUANG NAK BUAT TWINNING KE UNIVERSITY OF NEWCASTLE, AUSTRALIA**
any gossips? : taylors ni agak high class sikit i suppose. tgk tempat pun dah tau. and org sedia maklum, taylors tempat org kaya kaya.

additional info : cost of both university are the same!

okay. soo, dah. aku dh senaraikan everything dah. kalau korang sudi nk tolong aku. consider ape yg aku tulis tu je la kan. and please do answer my simple question :

which university will you choose and why?

anggap yg korang sndiri kene pilih and consider laa semua tu kan. korang akan pilih yang mana?anyway segala pertolongan korang, aku dahulukan dgn ucapan terima kasih (: ♥

How To Make A 5 Minute Chocolate Cake Recipe

2011-08-04T23:10:00.004+08:00

as salam,

yaw waddup. hee, soo it's the fourth of ramadhan already. alhamdulillah, aku so far puasa penuh. hee. so yes. my puasa month so far tkde ape pun. and yes, officially. gua dh tk keje dh. haha, abah pun memang tk kisah aku keje tk keje. sebab memang hakikatnya kt office, i did NOTHING. haha end up aku kt rumah je laa. buang beras. haha, gaji aku bulan lepas tk dpt lagi. heheh, aku sndiri pun tk rasa aku cm layak je nk dpt gaji tuu. sebab aku ni memang tk berguna langsung kt ofis tuu. mcm buat menyemak jee. haha, so nk menuntut gaji tu. rasa cm tk layak pulak. haha, biar je laa. abah nk bg, abah bg la. abah tanak bg, nasib badan lah. hee

okay. soo, since aku tk keje ni. duduk rumah je laa kn, and tgk tv. tau channel ape yg paling aku suke tgk skg ni? 393, 703, 706 and 711. haha. yeahh, apart frm korean channel, aku suke tgk Asian Food Channel, Food Network Asia and Star World ni. and semua rancangan yg aku selalu tgk tuu apart frm korean dramas of course, ada berkaitan dgn makanan. hahaha, i knowww. pelikk! haha. tp jgn risau, nafsu aku langsung tk tergerak pun tgk makanan tu semuaa. well, ada laa jugk kekadang cm - "pehh, sedap nyaa laa". haha. tp, tu je laa. takde laa smpai tergerak nk buka terus semua kn. haha. i dnt knw why. tp aku cm dh minat cooking je skg. haha. awkward, i knoww -.-

antara rncangan yg aku suke tgk kn - Hell's Kitchen, Masterchef Australia, Barefoot Contessa and mcm mcm lagi laa. kekadang random je. tuka tuka, tgk kalau dia tgh masak sedap sedap. then, aku pun tgk laa. haha. i dnt knw why. my passion towards food dh mcm makin stronger. haha.

and mase harini kn td, aku tgk masterchef australia. one of the contestant, dia buat chocolate fondant. omygad, sedap gilaa tgk. haha. and tanpa buang masa, aku terus cari recipe like how actually nk buat kek ni. haha. and, aku dh tau dh weh cane nk buat. heheh, tinggal nk laksanakn je skg. haha. and masa tgh usha usha recipe tuu. masa tu laa, aku ternampak satu link tulis - How To Make A 5 Minute Chocolate Cake Recipe. and memang takyah nk pikir pnjang dah. aku tekan je laa. and tgk video dia. dgn segera, timbul perasaan nk mencubaa dlm diri ni. and aku pun terus jumpa kakak aku, ajak dia baking. and lepas dh follow segala recipe tuu...

SUMPAH AKU CAKAP, KEK TU JADI DOHHHH!

hahaha, yes. i was over the moon. like seriously. haha, tp aku tak laa buat 5 minutes je. im nt a pro pun. haha. buat 10 minute laa. so, my chocolate cake is actually a-less-than-10-minute-chocolate-cake. haha. now, aku nk kongsi dgn korang. it's really a do-able cake. laki pompuan semua boleh try. fully guaranteed, akan jadi :D heheh.

so, dh tgk video tu dah? haha. dh paham sikit sikit mcm mane kn? haa now, meh aku pulak story kt korang one by one like how actually to make this 5 minute (if you're a pro) chocolate cake, malaysian version punya. heheh. yelaa, kalau ikut recipe dia. dia nk minyak bunga matahari laa ape laa. soo, better aku bg korang recipe yg diubah suai mengikut brg yg ada kt malaysia ni. heee, here's the recipe. alatan, bahan bahan and a step by step recipe (:

Alatan :-

microwave oven
sudu besar
gelas kaca (tahan panas punya)

Bahan-Bahan :-

4 sudu besar tepung gandum
2 sudu besar cocoa powder
1 biji telur
4 sudu besar gula kastor
3 sudu besar susu segar
3 sudu besar minyak
chocolate chip / chocolate bar
esen vanilla

Resipi :-

soo, dgn menggunakan cawan and sudu besar je. mula mula, masukkan 4 sudu besar tepung gandum dgn 2 sudu besar cocoa powder. then, mix them. yeahh, gaul gaul je tepung tepung tu guna sudu.
next, campurkn pulak 4 sudu besar gula kastor. gula kastor tauu, bukan gula biasa. sebab ni kita tak guna mixer. soo, gula kastor lebih senang larut, better than gula biasa (: and stir semua tepung plus gula tuu.
now, masukkan sebijik telur. and mix them up. pastikan campuran tu semua sebati dulu.
lepas dah sebati, masukkan 3 sudu besar susu segar dan 3 sudu besar minyak. minyak masak should be fine je (: and kacau campuran tu semua, sampai sebati!
now, add chocolate chips / chocolate bars. kalau masukkan chocolate chips tu takde masalah sgt. bt chocolate bars tu, pastikan dlm kepingan kecil kecil. and jgn guna chocolate yg pahit sgt.
then, tambahkn a splash of esen vanilla. a splash tuu, aroung half table spoon la jugak.
skarang, kacau sampaaaai betul betul sebati.
lepas dh sebati betul betul tu, masukkn dlm microwave oven. bukn oven yg pembakar tuu. ni microwave oven yg pemanas tu je. guna options "microwave + convection". set the time fr 3 minutes. and tunggu la smpai masak (:

then walla, your chocolate cake (: serve in just less than 10 minutes. cost pun tk byk. masa buat pun sekejap. sng, tak susah. tak berkecah. hee, selamat mencuba okay? :P

kang bila aku dh pandai masak makanan makanan lain ke kan, aku kongsi dgn korang okay? hee (:

sorry umk, :|

2011-08-01T00:06:00.006+08:00

as salam,

hey hoo. soo, alhamdulillah. kita dh masuk bulan baru dah. bulan baru baik dari segi kalendar islam mahupun dari segi kalendar omputih. bulan Ramadhan sudah nii jatuh pada hari pertama bulan Ogos tahun dua ribu sebelas. hee, makaa. saya dgn rendah dirinya nk mengucapkan selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan, bulan yang mulia ni kepada semua muslimin dan muslimat (:

so, moving on to my countless apologies. haha, yaa blog aku memang dh bersawang. bukn aku tanak update ke ape. perasaan tu ada. aktiviti nya tu pun ada. tp, kekangan masa yg kurang mengizinkn. yes, i've been super busy last week. ke hulu ke hilir semuaa, finding and searching and also digging every single informations about universities and colleges.

yes, gua nak habaq kat you all semua. yg aku dh decide dh. pasal dilemma jadah semua tu, aku nk masuk private. hee, ape yg mncairkn aku? mau tau? well. aku cite je laa terus ehh.

okay, first as you all might know. gua dh pusing kepala gilaa nk pikir pasal nk masuk ipta ke ipts kn. reasons gua? meh aku statekn satu persatu pros and cons dua dua jadah ipta dgn ipts ni okay?

IPTA (Universiti Malaysia Kelantan)

pros :

1. okay. since aku dpt kt kelantan. and kelantan tu, well known as a country yg tk se-elit kuala lumpur laa kan. aku dh kaji selidik segala, demo aku sndiri ckp kelantan tkde wayang semua kn. soo, bg aku. ITS FREAKING GOOD. sebab, i can focus on my study then. you knw why? well, i learned frm my own mistakes. wht are my mistakes? nah, korang baca sndiri betapa teruknya aku back then when i was in pasum - click here to find out more. yeah, gua dh insaf. and sumpah tanak jadi bnde mcm dulu lagi dh. so, i took kelantan in a positive way. it's great dpt jauhkn diri frm all kinds of entertainment ni semua as i can focus on my study 100% kn. itu satu bende baik.

2. and again, negeri yg bernama kelantan. satu malaysia tau, kelantan ni negeri yg mcm mane. it's a great country in a religious perspective. soo, as fr me yg imannya tk laa setinggi gunung kinabalu. aku amek kelantan ni as in a positive way to culture the religious side of me. nt becoming too islamic ke kan. cukup sekadar menunaikan 5 rukun islam and 6 rukun iman yg dituntut drpd hambaNya. again, satu bende yg baik.

3. i get to feel mcm how does it feels like to actually rebut rebut nk balik kg and all. yeahh, i was in pasum before. balik rumah almost every day. makes no difference fr me. so, bila kt kelantan tuu. aku dpt rasa mcm mane homesick tuu. heheh. just a brand new experience (:

4. way way way way way cheaper than private fosho. aku kene bayar around 10k je fr my course tuu. 4 years of study. so, tk membebankn abah ibu sgt la kn.

cons :

1. kelantan, last jejak masa umur 8 tahun. jauh pulak tu. jauh drpd family, jauh drpd semuanya. takut jugak rasa homesick. takut tk dpt biasakn diri. takut tk dpt biasakan makanan. takut semua ahh.

2. course, pelik. sains sumber asli. subjek dia, pengurusan haiwan liar, pengurusan hutan belantara and such. awkwardd

3. takut takde masa dpan. takut job nnti tah pape. if nk keje dgn abah pun boleh. bt abah ckp, nnti menyusahkn abah jugak. abah kene train balik. sebab course tuu jauhhhh menyimpang frm business abah. (oh yes, fyi. abah ada business, medical related. and he was hoping fr me and my sisters to actually inherit tht business frm him one day nnti).

IPTS (MSU / TAYLORS)

pros :

1. dekat dgn rumah. couldnt agree more.

2. course yg aku suke. my favourite subject, biology <3

3. tgh bandar, so tkde problem nk sesuaikn diri ke ape.

4. aku dpt senangkn abah. cause, guaranteed keje dgn dia nnti. plus, masa depan terjamin.

cons :

1. MAHAL GILAAAAAA! 10 times wayyyyy expensive than ipta. plus kos sara hidup ag, foods (aku ni pelahap), entertainment (gua kaki wayang), kereta (minyak ulang alik frm umah), asrama (if duduk asrama).

haa, thts basically is my evaluation of both govt and private laa. soo, lepas dh timbang sane timbang sini, pikir sana pikir sini. tau ape decision aku?

SORRY UMK, :|

the title says it all, mintak maaf umk. aku tk dpt nk jadi student kau kt sane nnti. so as the seniors, ampun den tak dapek nk jadik juniors korang nnti. bt i have my own responsibilities towards my dad and my family. dorg semua count on me to actually help my dad with his business in the future someday. soo, apa gunanya kalau aku amek course umk tuu yg takde related langsung dgn business dia kn. baik aku belajar subject yg ade kene mengena since all those subjects laa yg akan aku apply nnti masa aku keje dgn abah kn (:

ayat ayat yg mencairkn aku, and menyebabkn aku rasa berat hati gilaaaaa nk terima umk, by ibu : "yana, abah tuu bukan makin muda yana. dia makin tua. masa dia bukak business tu, dia dh imagine dh yana dgn wawa akan tlg dia nnti. dia tkde pelapis yana. yana kena ingt, abah tkde anak lelaki. yana, wawa dgn hani je laa anak abah tuu. kalau yana tk tlg abah, sape lagi yg nk tlg abah yana?" :(

heheh, soo. yeahh. as i told you before, gua ada responsibility gua. soo, memang tkde jalan lain dh laa. hee. and jyeahh. after dilemma pasal ipta dgn ipts ni dh selesai. gua actually ada satu lagi dilemma tauu.

nak masuk

MSU

TAYLORS

eh?

tatauu dohhh -.-

buntu, pening, serabut, tension, bengang, keliru, -.-

2011-07-19T00:28:00.008+08:00

as salam,

orait. seperti yg korang dh sedia maklum kan. kalau mengikut plan asalnya, tanpa perlu berfikir atau bernegosiasi (english for negotiation - haha, poyo gilaak aku -.-), sepatutnya i'm a future student of Universiti Malaysia Kelantan bagi bidang Ijazah Sarjana Muda Sains Gunaan (Sains Sumber Asli). tapi, since my parents dah mula masuk campur, and cadang itu ini semuaa. kepala aku dah mula serabut, memikirkan semuaaaaa possibilities yg ada dan segala jalan keluar atau jalan penyelesaian yg ada untuk satu persoalan yg mungkin bg org lain mudah je, tapi bg aku - wehh, aku nk pecah paleotak dah pikir doh :( oh yeah, persoalannye sekarang adalah :

Universiti Malaysia Kelantan - Ijazah Sarjana Muda Sains Gunaan (Sains Sumber Asli)

atau

Private University - Bachelor of Sciences (Biomedical Science) or other related courses?

aku taktau nk pilih mana satu. macam aku cakap. aku buntu pening serabut tension bengang keliru pikir pasal benda alah ni sejak dr hari sabtu lagi hari tuu. i really don't know wht to decide. nk umk ke nk private. both are fine fr me. aku tk kisah pun nk gi umk ni. infact, sgt bersyukur sebab dpt peluang sambung belajar lagi (: tp, bila parents aku tau pasal nk pegi umk ni. dorg mcm tak setuju. and offer nk masukkn aku ke private university. as fr me, aku rase mcm lagi nk ke umk sebab tapayah nk susahkn mak bpk aku byar private sampai beribu ribu. yeahh, we all know yg private tuu, kalau course dia tak cecah smpai berpuluh ribu, jgn nk mimpi laa doh. bt still, they insist nk masukkn jugak into private no matter how many excuses i gave them. haha. bukan bermaksud aku memang nk pergi umk. aku nk jugak pergi private. haha, entah laa. i'm torn between these two choices though as fr my family, semua dah berat ke private kn. cuma aku jee yg cam byk cari excuses semuaa. fr what reasons? well, akan aku terangkn later on. but somehow the decisions are still mine to decide anyway. so, i still have to think deeply about this. both ade pros and cons. i did asked opinions frm my friends kt facebook. and these are their responds.

well, not just tht. selain drpd consult my friends about this. actually to get to know more about my course, aku pergi like semua page yg berkaitan dgn UMK ni. haha, and tetiba. boleh pulak terjumpa satu facebook page Fakulti Agro Industri & Sumber Asli, my course's faculty. soo, tanpa membuang masa. haha, ayat tanak blahh -.- dgn segera aku pun terus consult dgn dorg pulak, especially my seniors. course ni berkaitan dgn apa and such. alhamdulillah, they have been very helpful and seriously byk membantu. thanks a lot, seniors-to-be (: appreciate it much. hee

so yeahh, itu laa dia jawapan jawapan para seniors kepada setiap jenis dan bentuk persoalan yg aku ajukan. and yeah, sekurang kurangnyaa. i have a clear mind, or org ckp cane eh. maksud aku, aku faham laa dgn jelas course ni pasal ape semuaa. heheh, anyway if korang nk baca. tak nmpak ke kot mata rabun ke, klik laa kt gambar tuu kasik besar okay and, pasal isu ni takkn berhenti di sini jee. i'll post about the pros and the cons of both choices tht i have to made later on. mungkin korang boleh bantu ke kan, sape tau (:

and bagi korang lah kan. stakat ape yg korang baca from all of the comments above, korang rasa kn ape yg aku patut buat sebenarnya? i need all the help tht i can get. if you would love to voice out your opinion, just click the 'thoughts' tab underneath this post. or you may just punch it in dekat chat space kt atas (: and yes, i would love to hear each and everyone's opinions. don't worry, just tell me. i won't bite :3

guess, tht would be all fr today. soo, australian style - g'dday mate. hikhikhikhik

Semakan Keputusan Permohonan Kemasukan ke IPTA Sesi Akademik 2011/2012 - Program Pengajian Lepasan STPM/Setaraf

2011-07-18T16:26:00.003+08:00

as salam,
sorry sebab dah lama tak post kan.
not tht my current life is dull ke ape kn.
BERLAMBAK gilaa pulaak latest activities yg aku involved in.
cuma, masa yg tak mengizinkan or maybe aku tgh buat ape tah aku pun taktau.
i'll make it up to you guys soon okay (:

bytheway, isu panas fr the past 4 to 5 days i guess.
nk tau aku dapat mana?

yes, aku dapat tawaran melanjutkan pelajaran ke peringkat ijazah sarjana muda dekat Universiti Malaysia Kelantan, program Ijazah Sarjana Muda Sains Gunaan (Sains Sumber Asli) Dengan Kepujian.
heheh, tak pernah nk menyangka dapat sambung pelajaran kt umk.

impressions :
aku - yeahh, dapat tawaran. alhamdulillah. subjek sains, tp sumber asli? jadah apa tu?
abah - wahh, tahniah tahniah. tp yana, kelantan kee? *geleng-geleng kepala*
ibu - ya Allah yana, KELANTAN?
wawa - awk mintak kelantan ke yana? -___-"

heheh, next post aku cite panjang panjang ag okaay?
cukup laa dulu stakat ni (:

(:

2011-07-16T04:03:00.000+08:00

another thing to share. :) This sure helps a lot. INSYA-ALLAH!

Surah Fatiha- protects one from the anger of Allah.
Surah Yaseen- protects from the thirst of the Day of Judgement.
Sura Waaqiah- protects from poverty and starvation.
Surah Mulk- protects from the punishment of the grave.
Surah Kausar- protects from the enemity of the enemy.
Surah Kaafiroon- protects from kufr at the time of death.
Surah Ikhlaas- protects from hypocrisy.
Surah Falaq- protects from calamities.
Surah Naas- protects from Evil thoughts.

... Insya-Allah.

"pak polisi, tlg laa saya pak polisi," HAHA kantoi bersih

2011-07-09T15:01:00.005+08:00

as salam,

mase ni aku tgh ontheway nk balik rumah from office. punya laa byk roadblock pasal bersih ni. ada satu jalan nk menghala ke rumah aku diorang tutup. soo nak taknak kena laa lalu jalan lain. tp aku agak pelik laa asal byk kete duk berhenti tgh jalan pastu dok bercakap dgn abg polis semuaa. so out of curiosity, aku turunkn tingkap bajet nk dgr ahh. tau aku dgr apa? HAHAH

pak polisi ; pompuan kete wira

ni nak pergi mana ni haa?

saya nak balik rumah saya encik.

rumahnya kt mana?

________ (aku tk dgr kt mana) tu haa, encik tlg laa encik. kasik laa kereta saya lepas encik.

eh, mana boleh. kan saya dh block dh jalan tuu. awk lalu jalan sini.

alaa encik, tlg laa saya encik. lepaskan saya sorg jeee. tak jauh pun lagi tu. 5 minit je haaa. encik tolong laa encik.

mintak maaf cik, tak boleh. cik boleh masuk jalan ni lalu jalan lain.

alaa encik, tlg laa. ni jln saya balik keje. jln ni je yg saya tau nk balik rumah. takde jalan lain lagi dah. saya bukn nk pergi mana pun, nk balik rumah jee. tlg laaa encik. saya tak mintak lepaskn ramai ramai. saya sorg jeee. satu kereta saya ni je haa, lepas tuu encik nak block berapa byk jalan pun, nk tutup semua jalan pun takpe. tlg laa encik.

cik, tlg masuk laluan sini semula cik. saya hanya menjalankan tugas.

alaa encik tlg laa encik. saya soraaaaaang jee. saya taktau jalan lain encik. betuuul. saya cuma tau jalan ni je haa. kang saya sesat kang, haaa mak bapak saya susah hati pulak dah. siapa yg nk jawabkan, encik nk jawabkn ke? haa taknak kn? encik, mak bapak saya tuu ada darah tinggi tu encik. kang dibuatnya tau anak dara dia ni hilang encik, sakit pulak dah. encik nk tanggung ke? haa. encik tlg laa encik. satu kete ni jee. betul encik, saya cuma tau jalan ni jee. jalan lain saya taktau encik. saya ni anak jati kedah encik, baruuu je pindah kl ni minggu lepas. saya tau jln ni je encik. saya taknak sesat encik. saya tak mahir lagi selok belok kl ni, tlg laa encik.

kalau betui laa hang ni anak jati kedah baru pindah kl minggu lepaihh, awat hang dok cakap kl jaa memanjang? lancar jee slang kl hang tuu? yg nombor plat kete nye ni pulak, awat nombor plat ketaa wilayah kuala lumpur punyaa? hang nii kalau yaa pun dok nk kelentong saya, hang kelentong laa betui betui. ini dakk, belum apa apa lagi dah kantoi?

err, laa encik pon org kedah jugak ke?

haah, saya memang asal org kedah pun. kenapa cik ada masalah ke?

err, takpe laa encik. saya lalu jalan ni je laa encik. terima kasih bebanyak je laa ye encik. assalamualaikum.

HAHAHAHA bangang. lawak gilaa wehh :D

Nadhira ft. Ron E Jones - Tear Us Apart

2011-07-04T16:29:00.003+08:00

From the first time we met each other

I knew that we'd be together

I saw in your eyes

It's just a matter of time

Don't know if this feels like the real thing

Tell me what to do where do I begin

Don't know where to start

Should I let you in my heart

And all it took was one touch, one kiss

I've never felt love like this

I pray I wish we can have this forever

I told you from the very start

It's always gonna be about us

Just don't go and break my heart

Baby, don't go and break my heart

I knew that we would make it this far

No nothing's gonna tear us apart

Just don't go and break my heart

Baby, don't go and break my heart

Girl you know that now we're together

I won't leave your side forever

You know that i'm yours

Baby, you're my only girl in the world

Now I have no reason to be alone

Fell in love with you

You are now my home

I'll always be true

I see no one else but you

And all it took was one touch, one kiss

I've never felt love like this

I pray I wish we can have this forever

I told you from the very start

It's always gonna be about us

Just don't go and break my heart

Baby, don't go and break my heart

I knew that we would make it this far

No nothing's gonna tear us apart

Just don't go and break my heart

Baby, don't go and break my heart

Ain't nothing gonna tear us

Ain't nothing gonna tear us apart

Ain't nothing gonna tear us

Ain't nothing gonna tear us apart

And all it took was one touch, one kiss

I've never felt love like this

I pray I wish we can have this forever

I told you from the very start

It's always gonna be about us

Just don't go and break my heart

Baby, don't go and break my heart

I knew that we would make it this far

No nothing's gonna tear us apart

Just don't go and break my heart

Baby, don't go and break my heart

Ain't nothing gonna tear us

Ain't nothing gonna tear us apart

Don't go and break my heart

Baby, don't go and break my heart

Ain't nothing gonna tear us

Ain't nothing gonna tear us apart

Don't go and break my heart

Baby, don't go and break my heart

*my current obsession (:

CleverBot

2011-06-28T17:05:00.000+08:00

as salam,

hahaa. sumpah aku gelak mcm nk mati gilee. yeahh, benda CleverBot ni aku tau drpd facebook. ada org dok share share. soo, since harini aku memang takde buat ape ape langsung. atau in other words, org cakap - BORED TO DEATH. soo, aku pun try je laa aplikasi ni kan.

and seriously, lawak gilaa nk mati. haha. though it's offensing sometimes. tp, lawak jugak laa kekadang. jawapan dia memang bangang tahap kebangangan yg paling tinggi ahh. haha. ni antara conversation aku dgn dia.

hahaaa.

haha, gila pandai dia cakap bm panjang panjang. haha

haha, sumpah bangang

haha, ini memang bongok.

HAHAHA, ini sumpah lawak gilaa. aku gelak tak hingat gila pasal ni. haha

alright, soo memang cite dia lawak laa kan. hahaha. aku tgh bosan bosan. memang takde keje layan bende ni. tp aku warning korang. kekadang dia ni cam bongok jugak ahh. ayat yg dia guna agk melampaui batas jugak ah. soo, semua tuu at your own responsibilities laa okay (: have fun.

kerja salah, tak kerja pun salah

2011-06-28T13:35:00.003+08:00

as salam,

haihh. yeah as you all might know. aku tgh kerja skg ni. im at the office right now. specifically, aku keja dgn bapak aku skg. yeah, kalau dulu aku beriya object taknak keje dgn abah because of one thing - there's basically and absolutely nothing much to be done here. and see, aku bercakap benda yg benar dan tidak ada apa yg benar melainkan yg sebenar benarnya. heh

now, i am doing absolutely nothing apart from watching videos on youtube semuaa. and because of that, macam lah aku tak tau weh. pekerja yg lain semua pandang cm slack je. duh, come on man. kerja aku semua aku dh settle kan minggu lepas. and as fr the works yg aku spatutnya buat. cik jo takde nk guide aku. so, aku memang taktau jadah nk buat ape dgn bende alah tu.

itu lah basically pasal title aku ni. kerja salah, tak kerja lagi salah. bila aku tak kerja, bapak aku dok nagging suruh aku keje dgn kadar segera. and bila aku kerja. once my works semua dh settle. and since aku takde bende nk buat. atau ayat lain nya - i am dying of boredom. aku online jadah semuaa. pastu semua dok mengata kt aku. like come on man, kalau aku ada keje nk buat, eh aku buat laaa. and the thing is now, keje aku dh settle. yg kau nk pandang slack sangat apehal. and mula lah nk mengata, mesyuarat tepi tingkap - anak bos makan gaji buta, amik kesempatan waktu bekerja. *ayat carutan*

p/s : pardon me, i am seriously, f-ingly, mentally stressed now =.=

updates

2011-06-26T23:16:00.002+08:00

as salam,

will be publishing few posts soon enough. stabilizing my life now and then. so far, i've been good (: thanks to those who awaits. iloveyouguys ♥

abah & ibu : hmm, okay okay. pergi laa

2011-05-31T22:50:00.004+08:00

as salam, yes ape ape pon gua kena bg salam terlebih dahulu. and now we proceed,

WEHHH,

BAPAK DGN MAK AKU BAGI TENGOK

CHELSEA VS MALAYSIA

LIVE AT STADIUM BUKIT JALIL

21ST JULY 2011, 8.45 MALAM

lepas diorg bg permission tuu, yes aku dh melompat lompat, yes aku dh menjerit jerit, yes aku dh cium pipi dorg sebagai tanda terima kasih, and yes aku hampir jugak menangis. hampir ahh, tak nangis pun lagi. heee

seriously, benda nii sgt mghappykn aku. dapat tgk chelsea main depan mata wehh. aku nk nangis dohh, serious

takde ape lagi dah yg dapat menggembirakan aku selain drpd dorg bg aku pergi tgk match yg sangat sangat sangat aku idamkan (':

now, i'm one step closer to actually watch my favourite football players playing live in front of my eyes.

okay, misi penting sekarang.

AKU KENA DAPATKAN TIKET GAME DENGAN KADAR SEGERA

>.<

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2011-05-25T01:12:00.005+08:00

as salam,

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AKU NAK / KENA / SUNAT / WAJIB PERGI! :'(

2011-05-24T23:57:00.002+08:00

as salam,

harini tengah aku sibuk sibuk bersuka ria online kt depan tv enn sambil mak bapak aku pon dgn bersuka ria nyaa melayan aunty dgn uncle pembaca berita dlam buletin utama tuu. tetiba muncul kakak cun melecun gitau yg Arsenal confirm nk dtg Malaysia lawan dgn skuad kita. and last ayat tau dia cakap ape? "Ini sekaligus melengkapkan siri jelajah asia bagi skuad skuad besar liga perdana inggeris yg mana arsenal akan berlawan dgn skuad harimau malaya pada (aku tak ingat tarikh dia tah berapa tah), liverpool pula pada (ini lagi laa aku tak ingat tah berapa pulak dah tarikh dia) dan Chelsea pada 21 Julai ini".

WADDAFAK?

CHELSEA NAK DATANG MALAYSIA?

wehh aku nak pergi wehhhhhhhhh! urghh, mcm yg korang semua sedia maklum of course. aku ni dh laa won't die punye hard fan of chelsea. last time chelsea dtg malaysia wehh. aku tak pegi aww. and aku cm tgk dorg main drpd tv jee. sambil mengalirkan air mata. yeahh, i cried kott. haha. dah nama pun fanatik, memang takboleh nk buat ape dah laa enn.

soo, skg ni. this golden opportunity of mine dtg sekali lagi tanpa disuruh. diorg akan dtg ke malaysia sekali lagi utk berlawan dgn skuad harimau malaya. tgk dorg main depan mata wehh, live. it's like a dream comes true wehh :') hoho. lagi lagi ade torres pulak en skg. ahaa. aku ingat lagi dulu. time liverpool dtg singapore. ada satu gambar nii tauu, gmbar sorg budak pompuan ni peluk torres enn. aku punye laa bengang tgk wehh. HAHA lawak gilaa bile ingat balik. haha, bukan aku sorg jee. kwan pompuan aku yg lain pun sama bengang jugak. haha. tp bukan itu laa yg aku pikir sgt pon. its just tht. chelsea means everything to me wehh. hoho, cm 50% of my life, revolve pasal chelsea. haa, amek kau. separuh tuu. haha, eh jap. separuh cm lebih sgt. 25%. haa, okay ahh tuu. byk jugak tu kan. hahaa. so yes, aku akan kumpul duit wehh. i have to, i must to, i obligate to. it's a must for me. yes, tapi cuma satu je halangan yg aku tak confirm boleh lepas ke tak - ibu aku :'( if dia kata tak bulih, then kalau aku kumpul duit smpai seribu pun. takde guna nya dah wehh. haihh

DAH YANA, JANGAN PUTUS ASA SEKARANG. YG TU BELAKANG KIRA. SEKARANG NI, DUIT. TAKDE DUIT, APE PUN TAK JALAN WEHH. GO YANA GO :D

bits about the tour

aku jumpe bende bende ni semua kt site forum mane tahh. bt, ape yg aku tauu. semua tiket ni dh sold out dah. ape yg aku terkilan, the training passes :'( fakk!

the stadium. and also seat dia semuaa :'(

i really really really wanna go. like seriously, so badly! haihh

kene reject sebab tak nak bukak tudung (:

2011-05-24T22:51:00.004+08:00

as salam,

soo mcm yg korang tau laa enn before before ths. aku dh dapat job offer dekat _____________. hee, aku memilih utk tidak mendedahkn nama kedai tersebut sebab nk jaga ahh reputasi syarikat tuu. kedai besar, biar je ahh. heheh

okay sambong. yeahh, dapat job offer tuu. dia suruh aku dtg kedai tuu tgahari td. sebab nk interview kan. masa ontheway, dia siap call aku tanye aku kt mana. aku mase tuu tgh ontheway dah nk pergi sana enn. sampai bercall call nii. gaya mcm dh desperate gilaa nk org ni kn. huu, soo aku pun gerak dgn pantasnye ke sana. smpai jee, terus pegi kedai tuu and jumpe laa org yg dimaksudkn enn.

lepas dh jumpe tuu. aku perasan laa muka dia semacam je enn. tp aku cm tanak ahh buruk sangka. mungkin muka dia dh memang cmtu. eheee

belum dia tanye aku ape ape pun pasal profil diri aku ke ape enn. die terus tanye aku soalan pertama yg langsung takde kene mengena dgn salasilah keluarga aku ke salasilah pendidikan aku ke salasilah diri aku sendiri ni lagi la takde kene mengena langsung. nah, korang bace laa sndiri.

amoi cina ; aku

sorry aa, i mau tanye you la kan. you kalau kerja sini nanti pakai itu tudung kaa?

err, yeahh. i pakai tudung nanti.

ohh, you takmau bukak kee?

ohh, noo. i tanak bukak.

ohh, takde laa. sini you nampak. store i takde sorg pun yg pakai tudung sini. so kalau you kerja sini nanti, you sorg jee yg pakai tudung. soo cannot laa. if sebelah punn, diorg ade jugaa yg pakai tudung. tp sini takde. sini memang semuaa tak pakai tudung.

ohh, okay okay.

soo, mcm ni. i memang nk amek you kerja sini. i memang nk bg you ini job offer. tp you tak bulih pakai tudung laa kalau mcm tu. you kene kasi bukak itu tudung laa.

ohh, sorry. if you suruh i bukak tudung, then i have to reject your job offer laa.

ohh, then sorry to say laa yaa.

ohh, thts okay. nevermind (:

haa, gitu laa gamaknyaa. soo, sorry to say ahh. aku ni masih lagi unemployed laa nmpaknya kan. ahaa, walaupun lepas dh puas memujuk rayu abah suruh lepas kan aku enn. heheh, yeahh. didn't i tell you before? aku kene pujuk abah beb nk keje situ punya pasal. haha, kn abah nk aku keje kerani dgn dia kn. memula tuu aku nk ahh. tp bila dpat keje lain. heheh, selagi aku boleh berdikari, aku nk berdikari weh (:

haa, sambong. lepas aku dh bertungkus lumus memujuk rayu semuaa, baru laa bapak aku bg enn. tp bile dah dapat kebenaran, alih alih kene reject sebab pakai tudung pulak dah. haha, sorry to say ahh maam, tp aku tak nampak doh relevannya kene bukak tudung hanya sebab nk kerja kt situ. takpe ahh, kerja boleh dicari beb, pahala sukar dicari. kan? aku ni pulak bukan laah yang jenis rajin cari pahala. yg wajib pun kadang kadang kantoi sini sana. yg bertudung ni jee yg aku kekal smpai sekarang, alhamdulillah. soo, takkan aku nk risk pahala bertudung ni hanya sebab kerja tu kan. never wehh, never. selagi iman aku masih kuat, insya Allah aku masih mampu untuk membezakan antara yang buruk dan yg baik yeahh (:

kerja job work career

2011-05-23T20:37:00.005+08:00

as salam,

well semua sudah sedia maklum yg aku nii dah cuti kan? dh laa lame pulak tu wehh. kalau aku start from june, adalah dalam 3 bulan lagi. tp aku dah cuti since bulan 4. soo, memang sgt lama laah aku dah berkerak duk rumah ni tak buat ape kan. haha

well according to plans, sepatotnye aku kerja dgn bapak aku. and i was like memula dulu. tersangatlah eager gilaa nk kerja dgn dia kan. yeahh, kerja lama aku. apelah sangat wehh enn. tp ade sekali tuu tetiba mak aku cam cakap yg aku tayah kerja dgn bapak aku cause kt ofis bapak aku tu pun bukannye byk sgt kerja. lagipun kerani dia kt sana dh ade dalam 3 org. soo, kalau aku kerja sana pun. sumpah, curi tulang je kerja aku nnti. not fair for others laa kan. jadi, aku pun okay laa. and since tht, kene fikir dah nk kerja ape pulak laa kan aku nii. and sampai satu saat tu. i was like, okaay. my time to bersenang-lenang is over now. and aku pun start laa cari kerja. and fr you guys out there yg mana tau nk kerja ke ape ke kan semuaa. ni link ni, tgk ahh. and memang sumpaa berlambak gilaa kerja dia wehh. dalam sehari tuu. mau sampai 10-30 job dia offer.

haa, so far itu laa web yg sgt sgt berguna laa kan pada aku dalam 2 ke 3 minggu ni. haha. memang mcm mcm kerja wehh aku nampak. gaji pun semua boleh tahan. try ahh tgk kalau nk orait? (:

lepas tu, ade sekali tuu. mak aku offer aku jadik bibik kt rumah ni. yeahh, since bibik aku yg skg ni kang dia kene balik indon fr two months tak silap. jadi senang takpayah nk pening kepala, dia nk hire aku jee jadi bibik kt rumah. RM400 fr one month. haha, memang tergelak aku dgr wehh. tp tak jadi laa sebab dh ada bibik baru dah pun yg akan ganti nnti. soo, okay laa. selamat dunia akhirat. haha

and minggu lepas hari khamis, aku dgn amir faeiz dgn kawan yg lain pergi ioi mall, nk cari kerja. yeahh. aku dh puas berehat kt rumah dh kn. soo now, dh tiba masanya utk tak duduk rumah pulak. kitorg pun pergi je laa job hunting. mcm mcm tmpat laa kitorg apply. GSC, Watson, Adidas. haha, merata serious. ada yg reject terus. ada yg kitorg kene interview dulu jap. ada yg suruh tulis nama dulu, contact later later. haha. mcm mcm (:

and yeahh, dh puas job hunting plus tgk wayang. pulang sudah laa kan. nothing more. tp smpai smpai je rumah. abah dah sembur. haha. tade laa menyinga. tp cam marah laa jugak. kenapa nk cari kerja kt luar? kalau nk kerja, meh kerja dgn abah. and soo onn.

soo again, berbalik kepada plan. segala pencarian td sia sia je ahh. ta jadi keje lua dah. keje dgn abah palik. and esok nya tuu. aku dpat call from Papa John's Pizza. dia cakap aku kene dtg interview. aku ye ye kan je laa. there's a slight hope fr me actually. yeahh, bukan aku tanak kerja dgn abah dah. bt, entah. cam best je kerja kt luar ni. ehee. bt sekali tanya ibu, uhh uhh. noo. sebab balik diaa around 11.30 mlm camtu. soo, memang agak lewat. cancel laah. haha.

and aku pun cam okaay, start jun dgn abah. deal!

ehh, cite belum habis lagi. muehehe. sambung harini pulak. TIBA TIBA. haha. an unknown number call aku. lepas dah borak borak semuaa. i was kind of excited kejap. sebab apa?

tht was a call from _________________ ajak aku interview esok pukul 12.00 tgahari. taktau dapat ag ke tak. but, i was hoping fr tht badly. tp tatau laa abah bagi ke tak kn. i dont knw. rasa mcm ada harapan sikit. haha, okay entah laa wehh. aku tatau. sat sat gi aku nk tanya abah. boleh ke tak? and i am hoping fr so badly - jawapannya ya. hee, AMIN

and yeahh, i bet korang semua mesti tertanya tanya asal aku cam nk kerja luar sgt sedangkn bapak aku dh sedia satu position dah utk aku kt ofis tuu. just cakap je nk start bila, and you are most welcome to do so. heheh. entah, i have no specific reason fr tht. i guess mungkin sebab aku nk berdikari kott. heheh, yeahh. asyik bergantung dekat abah dgn ibu aku jee. ape salahnya aku bergantung pada diri sendiri pulak skrg kan. dapat gaji atas titik peluh aku sndiri (: mesti best kan. heheh

well um okay

2011-05-23T20:09:00.002+08:00

as salam,

heyy (: yeahh. its been a while fr me not to you knww, blog anything related about my life or even myself. haha. okay, i must admit tht skg ni i am such a bummer. yeahhh, malas gilaa wehh aku cakap. rutin harian aku skg tau ape? bangun pagi, mandi, then terus online sambil tgk tv. sampai lah ke petang. if ade makanan, then i'll eat. then online plus watching tv sampai laa pukul 3 ke 5 pagi. baru aku tidur. and my cycle berulang over and over and over again. haha. since gua ehem ehem skg, soo ABC laa enn.

yeahh, it's been a great holiday for me. off the books are the most valuable part of it. other than that. no fun at all. kerna apa? fulus gua tadak. haha. yeah, aku tak keje pon. soo, fulus semuaa tadee. mengharapkan ibu je laa kan. supposed aku kelua harini dgn nadiah and bunch of other friends. tapi since fulus tadak tunda esok. yeahh, dia pon baru ingatkn aku semalam around 2 pagi camtuu. and by tht time, parents aku dh masuk tidur pun. haha, no use. tapi masa aku bgun pg tadi, kakak aku cakap ibu tinggalkan 50 dollars for me utk belanja apa apa je yg aku nak. and i was like, "ya Allah, heaven nyaaa!". HAHA yeahh, dapat duit without even asking. thanks, ibu ♥

yeahh, utk menambahkan lagi perasa kebosanan aku time kt rumah nii. i've made a tumblr for myself. bukan ape, saje suka suka. all this time, aku rasa seronok tgk gambar gambar kt tumblr tuu. lawak lawak semua. haha, baru 3 hari aku signup. aku dh ade 436 posts dah. just plainly pictures je semuaa. hoho, betapa addicted nye aku tuu. haha. if korang bother to even look my tumblr. nah, ni link dia. tgk laah. if tamau, then just buat bodoh je okay (:

jealous wehh jealousss

2011-05-21T22:35:00.002+08:00

gua ade kerja dah beb, gaji bejutaa pulakk. haa jgn main main derr

2011-05-21T04:56:00.012+08:00

as salam (:

haha, i knowww. ramai je yg rindu aku ni kn skg kan. haha :D ololo, perasannye akuu. haha. okay laa. papeje laa. soo. ape yg aku nk cite skg ni wehh. aku dah dapat keje haa. adoii, bangga aku wehh. tak terkataa (: heheh. bukan senang dohh nk dpat keje ni. payah jugak. dh byk dah tmpat aku gerak, nk cari keje. tp yg ni jugak yg sangkut. fuhh, bukan senang dohh nk dpat keje nii. payah derr, payahh. siap kene test lagi segalaa. ye ahh, keje dgn org famous. nk buat camne kn. haih, tp alhamdulillah, dpat ahh jugak kan. berjaya laa jugak aku nii. hahaa

gua bukn nk brag ahh. tp gua so far tak penah masuk boardroom nk kene pecat ke ape pon wehh. haa, ini true leadership kau tau namenyee. haha, hebat kn aku? oyeahh, aku tau aku tau. tayah puji. haha. nahh, ni aku nk cite laa. ape cabaran yg harus aku tempuh sebelum dpat kerja ni. ye laa, kerja dgn org ternama beb. bukn calang calang org tuu. hoho, nahh. lu tgk ahh sendiri. gua malas dah nk elaborate pnjang pnjang. nnti korang cakap gua tipu pulak. okaay, tgk ehh. ni bukti tauu (: nk tau gua keje ape skg? haaa

TADAAAA (:

haa, gua kene test beb

masuk THE APPRENTICE derr (: heheh

yahh, i know.

guaa hebat, gua masyuk, gua terror

adoii, tayah nk puji gua lebeh sgt der

gua segan ah camni

haha (:

gua memula kene pilih team ah kan.

gua pilih team magna ahh, sebab cm team tuu

uhh, nama magna.

cm magna - magnet ke enn.

hallamak, power sket dgr enn

mosaic? haha, ape ade.

lantai mosaic ape? adoii, tak hebat tak hebat

haha

soo, ini first task gua. buat lampu, goal dia nak 7. tp aku buat 11.

HAHA of course kne completekn dlm masa yg diberikan la kan (:

see, gua hebat der gua hebat. haha

second task - puzzle.

heheh, kene laa buat puzzle pictures.

konon ni designboard laa. haha (:

gua menang lagi beb, gua menang lagi

haa nampak tuu? heheh

bila dh complete, kene jumpa board semuaa fr evaluation. haha

bt since i'm a pro yeahh, aku skip jee. muehehe

skip tuu in other words, team gua menang kn

tayah masuk ahh cite diee

see, team gua complete members.

haha, bukn nak brag ahh

tp dh nama champion kn?

haha

ini third task gua. ini laa task yg paling paling gua suke. sgt sgt mencabar :)

agaga, sebab ape tau? dia kang cm kene beli kt satu town. then kene jual kt town lain.

and mase tgh jual beli tuu. kang ade tau rumours.

kononnye kat town ni, lets say town tribeca kan. terlebih bagels, soo harga jatuh merudum murah.

soo, dgn pantas kene ahh buy max kt sane. and jual kt tmpat lain to get profits.

ade jugak kekadang, lets say kt soho. dia ckap tshirts kt sane dh out of stock. soo, demand tggi. since demand tggi, harga mesti melambung kn?

soo, dgn pantas kene beli kt tmpat lain and jual kt situ utk dpat profits. haha

yeahh, semuaa kene pandai. kene guna akal fosho.

best laa, kene pikir semua kn. perah otak segala. haha :D

mcm task ni, goal dia 600, tp gua bg tak byk ahh

ade ahh dalam 1005.25 jee.

alaa, bukn ape. kesian pak donald trump tuu wehh, bakal bos gua tuu

dh tua tua, bg je laa duet lebih sket. kesian

haha, duet ni gua tade hal.

sng nk dpat je derr

semua kene pakai otak. business minded gua cakap haa

mcm gua ni? hahaa, ini dh terlebih business minded dohh

dh exceed byk sgt dh haa

hahaa

ini pulak my fourth task, kene jual spagetti. haha.

ramai gilee customers dtg, and kang kene prepare spagetti tu according tu permintaan dorg.

mcm yg ni. die ade pinggan warna putih biru, ade spagetti putih merah hijau, ade meatball, sayur.

haa, kene buat according to the requested la kan. haha

kalau tak follow the specification, haa.

masuk laa dlam trash.

as usual, ada goal kene live up to dlam masa yg ditetapkan. kene capai la kan (: heheh

gua as usual, live up to the goal la kn

heheh

okay, bila dh jumpe board fr evaluation.

yg kalah, masuk boardroom.

pastu kang kena soal jawab dgn trump kn.

tp die bg puzzle, kite kene solve laa. haha

and yg kalah, kang kene laa fired (:

team guaa so far tak kalah ag.

heheh, alaa malas ahh gua nk brag ag

adoii

gua cakap byk pon tak gunaa

lu org tgk je laa der

penat gua nk ckap bebanyak, haihh

mcm yg ini fifth task kitorg, solving picture puzzle as if buat designboard.

heheh, gua tutup mata jehh

agaga

haa tuu, yg kalah masuk boardroom

as if in this case, team mosaic kalah.

soo, team mosaic masuk boardroom (:

team gua? nmpak tak kt column magna tuu. sorg pon tak kene fired lagi.

haha, nk buat camne beb

gua ni hebat sgt laa, adoii

sorry laa brother, haihh

ini sixth task, gua kene buat doll

kene pandai laa kontrol mesin anak panah tuu kn. haha

easy the pieces, sebelah tgn je gua buat beb

adoii

haa, ini seventh task aku.

nampak? betapa hebat nyaa gua tak

goal - 600 hinggit.

tp gua dpat 3791.70 instead. whoaaa

again beb, otak business bhai otak business. haha

ini dah masuk final task (:

nmpak team gua, team magna?

tade sorg pon kene fired.

hahaa, penat dh gua brag ni derr

adoii :D

ini final task, buat burgerrr :D

haha, easier laa drpd buat spagetti tuu

and yes, gua menang derr :D

gua kalahkn 9 org calon ag.

fuhlamak der, gua hebat der

gua tauu, adoii

haha, tade hal laa pak donald trump

small the matter jee

hallamak, lu buang masa je tauu cabar gua bnde kecik kecik mcm ni

adoii, gua penat dh derr

sape nk urut gua pulak lepas ni kn? hallamakk

lu nk urut ke? adoii

gua ni dh penat penat.

stakat kene hired, bak dtg ahh hadiah lain

adoi derr, lu ni itu pun gua nk kene mintak kee

alamak, gua fired diri gua sndiri kang

ternganga lu kene buat apprentice balik

haa, gua ni tade tandingan der

tade derr, tadee

fuhh, dia bg gua helicopter bhaii

jgn main main doh, jgn main main

hahaha

tape tape, okayy. gua keje gua keje

lu pandai amek hati gua ehh

lu pandai ehh, haha

mcm ni gua suke beb, mcm ni ahh :D haha

oyeahh babyy (:

gua skang, dh kene hired dgn trump.

soo, dh ade job dh gua nii

gaji bejutaa bhaii

berpeluh ketiak guaa bila tgk akaun bank gua tuu tauu

gaji korg pon, hallamak

gua pndang sebelah mata je laa beb

penat dhh gua nk brag bebanyak derr

adoii,

lu org tayah nk main main sama guaa laa beb ehh

haa, ni usahawan terkemuka ni beb

donald trump pon terhegeh hegeh nk amek gua keje tauu

gua merajuk td, die bg gua helikopter wehh

hahaa, betapa sygnye dia kt gua

hallamak beb, gua hebat beb gua hebat. haha

soo, nak gua belanja?

tada hall

gua belanja, lu bayar

okayy?

cantekkk (:

HAHA

jam dah pukul 4:54 pagi dah wehh.

gua nk kene tido dulu ahh doh

gua nk kene gerak UK pulak esok kn.

trump tah suro gua handle projek berbilion dia kt sane esok.

soo, gua tido dulu ahh beb

cau cau

result keluar dua hari lepas, aku pulak baru je check tadi

2011-05-21T02:41:00.004+08:00

as salam,

so yeah. aku baru je check result tadi. i mean, seeing it for myself. haha. percaya ke tidak, itu laa result aku kan? (:

well, yeahh. result dah keluar hari khamis. yet aku sumpah tak berani nk bukak bende alah tuu. nk check tuu, aku memang tade kekuatan langsung. at all, i mean AT ALL. hoho, aku dh down once. soo it's kinda hard fr me to go through the same experience one more time kan. heheh

aku dh expect dah result aku mcm tuu. yeahh, i'm not tht great doh. masuk PASUM pun sekadar nasib badan. apetah lagi nak excel dgn hebat dlm pusat tu kan. tapi dah nama pun rezeki. soo, aku harungi je laa. walaupun di akhirnya aku dh expect kesudahannya macam mana kan. heheh

well, semalam lagi sebenarnya aku dah tau result aku. i just couldn't bare to see the result sendiri. kakak aku laa, beriya gilaa nk check result aku. tapi aku tak bagi dia buat muka or any kind of expression at all lepas tau result aku. if bagus, jgn nk gelak or bersuka ria. if tak bagus, dont ever ever buat muka kecewa. tapi biasa laa, manusia biasa. and aku ni pulak dah laa pakar bace expression muka org ni kn. haha, paham paham sendiri sudaa. mlm nye tuu, baru aku beranikn diri dgr drpd dia. and baru around 5 minutes ago, aku check result aku sndiri. kakak aku tak tipu aku, semua tuu betul. heheh, nak buat mcm mane. redha je laa kan (:

well, aku tak boleh nk cakap bebanyak laa. sebab nasi pun dah jadi bubur. pisang yg org cakap takan berbuah dua kali pun dah berbuah tiga empat kali dah. soo, nak buat mcm mana lagi. life must go on kan? (:

ape pun wehh, i believe that everything happens for a reason. there will always be a reason behind every single thing that was destined for me. and i know, infact i am very sure that Allah, He's the only one who knows what's best for me. ape pun, aku redha Ya Allah. thank you, Allah. thank you (: Alhamdulillah, AMIN

last words : abah ibu, yana mintak maaf sebab dah kecewakan abah dgn ibu over and over again. yana tau yana bukan lah anak yang baik sangat and yana sedar yg yana tak mampu utk membanggakan ibu dgn abah selalu. insya Allah, ape yg dh terjadi ni akan yana jadikan iktibar and pengajaran fr myself pada masa akan datang. thanks again for everything you've done for me. yana mintak maaf sekali lagi. and i love you guys, more than anything, more than everything ♥

♥

2011-05-20T23:12:00.001+08:00

well, its not wrong to berangan sometimes ayy? (:

great game :P

2011-05-09T03:47:00.004+08:00

as salam,

haha, dh lame aku tak comment on sports or even football.

so yeahh. seperti yg dh diketahui oleh semua peminat fanatik bola seperti aku terutamanya, korg cnfrim dh tau yg manchester united dh menang over chelsea enn. and yes, mcm yg korang jugak dh sedia maklum, aku ni fosho laa peminat setia kumpulan warna biru kn (: unfortunately, kumpulan warna biru aku tu kalah. yes, the red team won. tahniah laa yee

takk, aku tak marah or mengamuk ke ape enn. because as far as i can see, game tuu adil dan saksama. yeahh, lagi lagi diadili oleh ref Howard Webb. aku sgt sukee dgn ref nii. because sepanjang pengamatan aku terhadap pengadilan dia dalam mane mane game pon, dia memang sgt adil. yes, i like tht. die tak tergopoh gapah buat decision and tade laa mcm sesetengah ref yg tak habis habis kad kuning semua enn. sgt bertolak ansur laa. die nii ref final world cup and dh byk kali jadi pengadil fr perlawanan antara manchester united and chelsea. yup, dh byk kali. mcm mane aku tau? citt, aku tau laa. dh kalau setiap match besar cmni aku mane penah lepas kott. hehee

game start pukul 11.10 malam. habis pukul 1.10 pagi tadi. ikot minit betul betul, perlawanan ni berlangsung selama 97 minit kalau tak silap aku. man u menang 2 - 1 dgn chelsea. 2 goals by hernandes and vidic kalau tak silap. chelsea pulak scored by lampard. well, yeahh. gawang ktorg dh kene bolos lepas 30 saat game start. haha, terkejut gilaa aku. bt i cant deny tht memulaa, chelsea memang hilang rentak. kucar kacir gila and byk kali dh kene bolos. luckily cech nii cekap, if not. cnfirm kene teruk. lepas minit ke 30, chelsea mulaa buat serangan balas. but, fair and square. van der sar pun tak kurang hebatnye kan (:

moving on to second half. masa tuu man u dh leading 2-0. tapi chelsea still fought back smpai laa minit ke 70. at last, lampard scored a goal :D and bila scoreboard dh catat 2-1 kn. man u dh start fired up balik. but, smpai laa minit ke terakhir. tade sorg pon berjaya score. aku jerit semuaa. tayah cakap laa mcam mane kan. lagi lagi nk dekat minit minit terakhir. howard webb ni, die on time dohh. tak lebih seminit, tak kurang seminit. tu aku tau pasal diaa. hoho. but yeahh, luck's not on our side. the game was clean. although ade laa penalty yg spatutnye bg, tp die tak bg. both side pon ye. thts alright i guess. sengit memang sengit. all i can say is tht, yeahh. great game guys. gratz and good job (: thts it.

ohh, mase tgh game and after game. phone aku tak habis habis bunyi. replied them all. bukak facebook. as what i've been expecting, same old same old. nah tgk ahh. haha

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as if msg dlm phone, mcm mane pulak laa aku nk post kt sini enn. senang citee, aku memang kene kutuk habis habisan laa. haha, well. adat game wehh. kalah kene kutuk, menang bangga bangga ahh. anyhow, aku side barca fr uefa karang. mintak mintak laa barca menang tahun nii yee. haha dh nk buat camnee, musuh ketat man u laa katekan aku ni. haha :D jahat sikit.

and yes, gua tak kisah pon chelsea kalah camni. sebab apepon, still gua bangga beb. sebab apa? well. mac aritu enn. kitorg 15 point ketinggalan drpd man u and nombor 5 ke 4 tah time tuu. aku cuak tayah cakap ahh. silap silap tak qualified fr uefa taon depan. bt aku pon tatau mcm mane dorg boleh buat smpai kitorg made it to the scnd frm the top. beza 3 point je drpd man u. itu yg buat aku bangga tuu. and if dorg bukan champion sebenar kt luar. tp dorg champion dlm hati aku. ececeh, ayat aku tanak blah gilaa wehh. haha :D

as if fr carlo ancelotti punya nasib, ituu aku ta dapat nk comment ape ape. roman's the owner. die laa yg kene decide kn. huu, no comment la wehh :P

TERBAIK :D

2011-05-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

Noridah Bt. Mohd Saleh ♥

2011-05-08T05:18:00.004+08:00

for all the sweats you've dropped fr me in the labour room, fr all the love you gave to me throughout these years and still counting, fr all the tears you've cried fr me be it the tears of sorrow or joy, fr all the money you've spent fr me. i can't never ever repay you fr all the deeds you've ever done fr me. there's no one, i bet NO ONE can ever replace you in the real world and of course in my very own heart mom (: i love you, and i will always do. Ibu, Happy Mother's Day ♥

BIBIK YANA?

2011-05-07T00:28:00.006+08:00

as salam,

bibik yana? eurghhh, burok bebeno dgrnyee. hahaa. sungguh aku tak berkenan. teringat pulak cite apetah by hlovate. haha. sungguh aku tak mahu wehh. mahu ape? haa, baca laa bawah nii -.-

lepas dh puas online tadi, dalam pukul 9.45 malam enn. aku turun bawah. tgk laa tb kejap. cite ape tah mase tuu, Keranamu Laila? ish, heroin diaa asyik terjerit jerit, terjerit jerit. masalah emosi ape? tak suke dohh. banned!

then cikgu fida, teacher english hani turun. habis tuition dah laa tuu. settle hai hai bye bye semuaa. sambung tv balik. tetibaa,

IBU ; YANA

yana, ibu rase kan yana. senang senang, awak tapayah laa keje. jadi pembantu rumah je.

hah?! pembantu rumah? rumah sape pulak dah yg nk yana ni buu?

takk. awak jadi bibik kt rumah ni laa. alaa, ibu bayar laa gaji awak RM400 sebulan. haa, camne?

*gelak guling guling atas lantai*

eh ehh, gelak pulak budak ni. haha. ishh, teruk laa awak nii. ibu cakap betul betul nii

ibuu, yana masak pon tak reti. nk jadi bibik. ape laa ibu nii

alaa, at least awak boleh laa practice skill skill awak tuu. masak, basuh baju, sapu rumah, mop lantai, kemas rumah. boleh jadi isteri mithali nnti.

hish, ape ke situ pulak ibu ni pikirnyeee. adoii

yelaa, kn bibik tuu nk balik indon nnti. kalau awak setuju, tapayah ibu nk pikir pikir lagi dah. jaga hani je pon. bukannye ape haa.

haha, ibu. habis laa hani tu kang. bukn makin kurus. makin gemuk pulak sebab asyik makan makanan tak berkhasiat. setiap hari kang, telur goreng telur goreng telur goreng. tak pon makan maggi je haa.

alaa, sementara bibik ada nii. awak pegi laa belajar masak dgn diaa. masak bende simple simple jee. sayur goreng, ikan goreng, masak makanan petang. pisang goreng, jemput jemput.

hahaha, ibuu ibuu ...

aku? jadi bibik? haha. wehh, sumpah gelak gilaaa aku. adoii. jadi bibik ni wehh. mcm mcm skill kene adee, mcm mcm bende kene buat. aku nii, nama je anak dara. tp ishh, tak reti laa aku wehh.

okay, meh aku cite kat korang. skop kerja jadi pembantu rumah / orang gaji / bibik terhormat kt rumah nii enn?

bangun awal pagi (tidakkkk), bukak gril rumah semuaa. (tp since aku jadi bibik kt rumah aku sndiri. gril tuu, sape pegi keje awal awal pagi dulu boleh laa bukak sndiri yehh). lepas tuu kene prepare breakfast and all. (breakfast tu pulakk. mak bapak aku tak makan breakfast. adik aku pulak, kalau die nk breakfast sgt, buat sndiri sudahh. hehehhehh).
lepas tuu, kene collect semua baju kotor milik abah, ibu, hani, aku and kakak aku nnti. and yeahh, basuh baju laa ape lagi.
sambil tunggu baju tgh spinning. kene kemas rumah. sapu sampah, mop lantai. and since rumah aku ni tiga (3) tingkat. tiga tiga tingkat aku kene buat. and bilik pulak ada tujuh (7) buah bilik. soo, tujuh tujuh buah bilik aku kene tibai termasuk tiga (3) ruang tamu and satu (1) dapur plus lima (5) bilik air juga satu (1) laman rumah and satu (1) ruang letak ketee. (sambil sambil tuu kene alert jugak dgn washing machine. sebab like 20 minutes before die habis, kene letak softener. takot terlepas kang).
settle kemas rumah segalaa. sidai baju pulak. (sidai baju tak jadi masalah laa. small the pieces. pejam mata pun boleh buat wehh. ngehehehe) :D
pukul 11 pagi kee atau 12 tgahari, dh kene prepare lunch. masak nasi, and lauk semuaa. (masalahnye, aku nii tak reti laa sgt nk memasak. dh lame kot tak masak. skill dah lapuk. soo, kalau nk aku masak sgt. either aku masak sardin, or telur goreng, or telur hancur, or telur dadar, or ayam goreng ayamas, or anything yg frozen and terus masak tuu. haa, itu boleh laa. kacang jee. muehehe).
then, bibik aku skg nii. die selalu tggu adik aku kt depan rumah time time die dah balik sekolaa. (tapi aku nii. kalau jadi bibik kt rumah aku sndiri enn, nk tggu adik aku? haha. tau jalan masuk kn? haa, masuk sndiri yehh. heheh).
then, bibik aku mesti akan teman adik aku makan ke kan. cedok nasi laa. prepare lauk semuaa. and dh habis makan, dia basuhkn pinggan adik aku. (as if fr me, boleh laa prepare lauk ke kan. cedok nasi kee. tp basuh pinggan, haha, buat sndiri please).
dh habis makan, lap lap meja ke kan. adik aku ni makan sepah sikit. (tp kalau aku, haha. sendiri buat sepah, sendiri lap laa sister :D mueheheh).
then, dh habis semuaa. check bajuu. dh kering ke belum. kalau dh kering. lipat. kalau belum, biar smpai kering. then kene jugak jaga jaga hujan, kalau takk, habis baju basah laa kan. if ade kemeja kee slack ke, kene gosokkan. (aku dengar. nk gosok baju kemeja dgn slack semua nii. susahh, nk kene smpai licin. kalau renyuk teruk, memang susah laa nk gosok. adoiiii).
lepas tuu, kalau abah dah balik. preparekan makan petang. masak laa cekodok ke goreng pisang ke jemput udang ke karipap kee. (makan petang ni aku beli je laa yeh. settle satu masalah. haha).
lepas tuu tade buat ape dah laa. time malam. aku rasa ibu boleh take over kott. muehehehe :D (tapi kang mesti ibu cam bagi alasan. aku keje siang je, malam tak keje. soo, potong gajii :3 ohh mannn).

soo camtu laa lebih kurang tugasan sebagai sorg pembantu rumah yang bertauliah. and dalam kurung pulak (font italic) tuu adalah apa yg aku buat bila aku jadi pembantu rumah di rumah sendiri a.k.a bibik yang kureng bertauliah laa. haha, aku tau. korang mesti cakap aku ni byk songeh kan. haha. yeahh, adoii. house chores ni laa aku paling malas nk buat wehh. apetah lagi nk jadi bibik. sedangkan bilik aku ni pon dah macam lanun berperang sama lanun ghopenyee, apetah lagi nk jaga or bersihkn satu rumah ni haa. mcm yg mak aku selalu cakap - "yana nii, kalau nk jadi bini nantii. mak mentua confirm takkan approve. kemas rumah pon fail, apetah lagi memasak" -___-

aku dapat imagine yang kebanyakan masanya memang aku dok lepak kt umah tak buat ape ape. tp aku nk kelua? memang tak dapat laa cite die. haa, itu satu keburukannya. i've to stay at home 24/7. damn, itu yg bosan tuuuh. adoii, kang canee aku nk tgk wayang? nk gi mamak ke? lepak dgn member? haihh. pastu kan. kalau aku tak buat keje ke ape kan. mesti ibu potong gaji ke kan. yelaa, nama pon keje dgn ibu sendiri. arghh, tidakkk. bapak tak best gilaaa wehh. huu, bende ni masih dalam pertimbangan. yeahh, im still thinking. tatau laa canee. haihhh

honestly, aku setuju dgn cadangan ibu ni fr about 10% jee.

the rest, 90%? wehh, tanak dohhh -.-

nightmare nii. adoii

holiday plans (:

2011-05-06T19:45:00.003+08:00

as salam,

it's friday friday, gotta get down on friday. haha, betul kee? entah. gua main belasah jee. ape ape hal pon. yeahh, i'm getting down on friday. been to the IOI Mall, Puchong watching the must watch movie, FAST & FURIOUS 5.

the movie was simply awesome. yeahh, standard ahh kite tau movie cmni, in the end cnfirm hero hero diaa menang jugak kn. but mcm mane dorg dapat lepas? ape mission dorg kali ni? well, you gotta watch it to know it (: yes, i cant tell yaa the whole story. but all i can tell yaa is tht this movie is AWESOME! haha, like seriously. terbaik gilaaaa

okay moving on. soo gua saje mau cerita ceritaa ape plan holiday aku skg kn. yeah, as you all knw and as ape yg aku dah dok gembar gemburkn selama ni. i'm free like a bird. bebas, tak kena kurung dah. final habis 15th of april yg lepas. and aku dah berholiday selama 3 minggu kott, if im nt mistaken laa. and cuti aku ni berlangsung selama 4 freaking months. smpai bulan sembilan. as intake fr ipta punye degree start bulan 9 nanti. itu pun kalau dapat laa kan. huu

yeahh, sory fr being so negative kn. tapi entah laa. i've got no confident on this. rasa cm tade harapan jee. yeahh, i knw i still got swasta punye college to count on. tapi anak mane yg nk susahkn mak bapak dorg kn? drpd dorg spend duit byk byk kat aku ni nnti. better dorg simpan buat gi umrah ke haji ke. lagi bagos, ye dakk? hee.

speaking of umrah, syaza nak pegi umrah this 25th of may (: all i can say is tht im happy fr her. im thrilled infact. haha, aku yg excited utk dia. "dah buat preparation belum?" , "dh belajar tertib, semua surah ke ape ke belum?" and yeahh. you knw me well, dont you syaza? hee, i wish you the very best of luck la weh okay? :D

okay, back to the main topic. soo. yeahh, my holiday plan. as fr persoalan persoalan yg besar aku sebelum ni. may dah start. soo i guess tak perlu laa aku persoalkannye sekali lagi kt sini kn? haha. persoalan ape? ohh. tadee. aku cume keliru jee. nk start keje bile. may ke jun. bt bila aku dh pk pk balik. aku nk start jun jee. may nii aku just nk relax, doing nthng. yup, absolutely nothing. just enjoy jee. haha

as fr work, sperti yg aku canang-canangkn dr dulu lagi. yeahh, aku bakal bekerja dgn bapak aku nnti. smpai habis cuti. aku pun dh mintak advance lagi. haha, advance laa sgt. konon nk potong gaji je laa nnti kn. ckap dgn abah nk start jun, abah pon okay jee. tp tadi enn. tetibe ibu bincang dgn aku smethng. pasal cuti aku ni and ape aku nk buat. she is well informed tht aku akan keje dekat company bapak aku later on. bg sape sape yg tatau company bapak aku tu ape? haa, nah. ni nama dia - Lotus Precision Sdn. Bhd. yeah, anak bos anak bos pon. gua kerja sana jadi kerani je broo. tade bende lain pon.

tp mcm aku cakap tadi. mak aku tetibe ajak bincang. whether betul ke aku nk keje dgn bapak aku kn? sebab dia cakap kalau aku keje dgn bapak aku tuu, kang takot tade keje je kt situ. so cm buang masa. bila aku dgr balik, well i cant deny tht. sebab memang itu laa yg terjadi bila aku keje dgn bapak aku last year. ade time busy. ade time free gilaa nk mati. soo, she was thinking of asking me to find another job kn. wawa pun dia balik cuti nnti katenye nk keje dgn abah. as fr wawa, its okay fr her laa. as workfield die lebeh kurang sama dgn abah punye skop kerja. soo, ibu cakap boleh jugak laa benefit kt dia kn.

yeahh, masa kt um tuu. aku ade terfikir jugak nk keje bende lain. masa tuu aku cm pikir nk buat dua kerja dlm satu masa. keje dgn abah dr pg smpai ptg. then jadi cikgu tuisyen ke kt mane mane tuition centre waktu malam. hoho, earn extra money. ape laa salahnye. tapi dr gaya ibu cakap tadi. die memang skong aku jadi tutor ke kan. or maybe jadi pembantu kt klinik ke. or anywhere laa. just manfaatkn masa yg aku ade skg kn. hoho

i dont knw. tak pikir lagi pun. ape yg aku dh plan fr this holiday, basically

kerja, cari duit, kumpul duit, fr my own pocket money.
kerja, kumpul duit semuaa boleh guna fr field trip with friends ke kan.
wayang :D
novelsssss
buat activities. jogging, or cycling, or roller-blading, or i dont know. buat something related fr my health.
and yeahh. nk kuruuuuuus!
settle hutang puasa.
belajar masak :3
ajar hani fr her upcoming UPSR.

itu laa ape yg aku dapat pikirkan so far. yg penting aku nk ade kerja and nk kena ade duit. keje dgn abah tuu, mungkin plan tuu ta dpat diteruskn. yeah, before ni pon aku ade terfikir jugak mcm tanak keje dgn abah. bukan ape, wawa kan gitau die pon nk keje dgn abah masa cuti die nnti ni. kalau dua dua keje situ. cnfirm tade keje langsung nk dibuat nnti. i mean, less work to do laa. soo, maybe i need to back off. and let her do the job. i dont knw. we'll see laa about tht (:

until now...

2011-05-05T23:28:00.004+08:00

as salam,

well hello there (: how're you? i'm perfectly fine. great infact. doing nothing, absolutely nothing. and hell yeahh, it's awesome! hahaa

yeahh, sape tak suka beb. dduk rumah tak buat ape ape. except for tht tak-dapat-connect-laptop-dengan-internet punye thinging. lain okay laa. yeahh, sebabkn aku tak dpat connect. well, aku kene online dekat luar nii with the home computer of course. takde laa salah mane. bt i'll feel more comfortable doing it with my own laptop. nevermind, nt a big deal anyway (:

so since aku gune computer nii. it's been freaking hard fr me to keep updating my bloggie. sorry about tht. hence, to overcome this lil problem. i've decided utk buat sort of pre-blogging through my laptop. which is. aku taip dlm tuu. about everything yg aku nk tulis. then, transfer it through usb or hard disk. and post it on the blog. TAPI malangnya, abah nk pinjam laptop la pulak. soo, itu memang den tak boleh nk tlg derr. bt still, hey im nt going anywhere okay. im doing the best i can :D muehehe

anyway. what i've been up to so far fr my holiday? hmm, lets see. well, aku tak buat byk bende. just duduk rumah. and yeahh. sometimes, aku keluaaa. having some fun. mostly, watching movies :D last weekend sibuk sikit sebab cousin laki aku kawen dgn org selayang. so the nearest sedara yg dorg ade area KL ni fr the big family of johor is my family la kan. jadilaa rumah bertandang utk perkahwinan dia. cucu sulung atuk or shall i address him as the oldest cousin in our family. heheh, i'll tell you more about the wedding soon. dnt worry, you'll knw about it somehow (:

next, semalam. sepatutnye aku hantar syaza pegi pekeliling since die ade a lil trip to pahang with some of her friends. kitorg dh keluar as early as 7.30 in the morning. tp nk kena lalu jam selama one hour just to get her to the nearest lrt station. and smpai sane. dh beli tiket. in the train, her friend called informing her yg bas tuu dh jalan dah. or in other words, she missed her bus. yeahh. memulaa, kitorg tak putus asa laa. pegi jugak cari bas lain. tapi, she herself tetiba kata tanak pegi pulak kan. so who am i to stop her. balik ke sri petaling. amik kereta. and i pledged myself to her. i'd do anything fr her today. its okay (: kawan punye pasal. tade hal. haha

soo, her wish ape tauu? NAK PERGI TENGOK RUMAH KACA AKADEMI FANTASIA. hahaha, she got addicted with this AF thinging recently. in order to fulfil her wish. aku bawak dia balik rumah dulu. and i googled map the place. yeahh, bnde alah tuu dekat AEON Jusco AU2, Setiawangsa. dh google map segala, tau jalan nk pegi mcm mane. 11.30 am, off we go then.

jalan tak jam, alhamdulillah. yes, aku sgt benci bilaa jalan jam. ohh, sangat sangat sangat benci in fact. bila aku tgh driving laa. in a manual car?! sakit kaki wehhhh. haha. kalau aku ni penumpang terhormat. then it'll be fine, as long as im nt driving with a freaking manual car. hee :3

dh ikot route semuaa. and here we are. kitorg smpai, safe and sound. parking and all. masuk the main entrance. terus jumpa patung besar AF. and tadaaaa, rumah kaca af betul betul depan mata kitorg. and the frst guy yg aku cari, sape tau? ERUL :DDD

omygadd, isnt he cute? muehehe. okay dah, enaff yana -.- alright, moving on. since kitorg dua org jee. and yeahh. we are just too damn shy to stare at them like sooo directly face to face kt luar pagar tuu. kitorg decide nk naik tingkat atas. and just take a look frm above jee. hee

and, there we are. looking frm above. haha. tak buat ape pon. just tgk je laa kan. wht its like to be them, dalam rumah tuu. mase kitorg tgk tuu. mase tuu dorg tgh kelas dgn cikgu ning baizura fr their vokal persembahan punye kelas. and at tht moment, kay yg tgh practice. lagu ape tah. yg aku dgr perkataan sunday, monday, tuesday, wednesday dia dok ulang tak abes abes. haha. jap, aku check lagu ape tuu....

*i am googling. wait a second*

okayy. i'm listening to it now. memula ingat lagu ni lagu english. but actually lagu melayu. hoho, its actually AWI RAFAEL - PULANGLAH. quite catchy, boleh laa. heheh (: tgh leka tgk tgk dorg kn. sekali tetibaa kan,

Syaza : wehh, yana yana. tuu afif tgh lambai ahh

Aku : hah? mane?

aku pun tgk laa arah yg syaza tgk tu kn. and sekali nmpak afif tgh lambai lambai kt kitorg. pastu siap buat peace dgn muka cute die kot. haha, aku taleh tipu yg aku sedikit ternganga time tuu. yeahh, sape tak nganga kott. kitorg berdua je kt atas tuu. yeahh, speaking of just the two of us. jusco tu wehh. sumpa lengang gilaaaa! yeahh, kt atas tu pun. kitorg dua jee yg sibuk duk perhatikn dorg. hahaa, budak jakun. biase laa. okay moving on to our hotshot story (: seriously wehh, kitorg tak buat ape ape wehh. sumpaah! just duduk diam. mcm batu, tgk jee dorg buat ape semua kn. and all of sudden si afif.

yeahh afif weh afif, one of the akademi fantasia's student main lambai lambai kt kitorg. agak lama laa. fr 5 seconds kott. hahaha, syaza muka dah memerah. yg aku ni pulaak. tetibe jadi excited kejap. ye laa, kejap je laa kejapp. weh sape tak doh, bukan senang nk dpat org famous lambai kt kita tetiba. bangga jap kitorg dua HAHA

lepas dh puas tgk jadah semua. naik bosan pulak aku kn. perut pun tgh berkeroncong. ajak laa syaza makan. we ate pizza hut, totally yummy! then, sambung balik tgk budak budak af tuu. mase tuu, aznil tgh kaunseling ke ade sesi dgn dorg tah. dorg smpai nangis nangis luah perasaan segala. then dh habis, dorg kelua. gi makan kot. and the glass house is empty laa. and yeahh. thts it jee, journey of the two of us ke setiawangsa ni semata mata nk tgk bebudak AF nii. haha, tade keje. kite cari la keje kn (:

dh habis tuu. kitorg tak balik. tadi tuu permintaan syaza, aku dh tunaikn. now, permintaan aku pulak aku sndiri nk tunaikn. haha. which is, aku nak tengok wayang! hee, and yeahh. syaza okay jee. so, kelua dr jusco. off to klcc. smpai sane, terus gerak tgv. takot terlepas masa tayangan. and hell yeah, i was right. aku nk tgk thor. normal thor start pukul 2.20 pm whereas aku smpai pulak pukul 2.30 pm mase tu dpan kaunter. yg si syaza ni pulak nk tgk seru. and cite die start pukul 2.30 pm. haha, ade lagi satu tayangan Thor 3D pukul 2.45 pm. since aku ni nk sangat kn tgk cite tuu. yg syaza pulak beriya iya nk tgk seru. so, we separated. aku amek jee laa 3D punye kan. seat pun lawa. beli tiket, terus masuk. haha. movie die selama one and a half hour. and i tell you, THOR WAS SUPERB :O like seriously, big time! haha. worth every penny (:

habis jee, terus blah laa. smpai rumah pukul 6.15 petang. and mlm tuu aku tertidur awal. around 9 mlm. effect nyee aku taleh tido dah pukul 3 pagi onwards and bangun tgk tv sorg sorg kt bawah. haha.

and yeah, starting pukul 8 pagi, decided to read another novel yg aku baru beli haritu. Doktor Cinta by Dyadila. and officially finished pukul 8 mlm nya. 833 muka surat doh. and okay aku admit, die punye kemuncak cite wehh. GILA! i mean, sumpaah sangat menyayat hati. like seriously. haha. ini novel kedua aku baca minggu ni lepas dh habiskan 2 X 5 by Areila Sahimi hari selasa kelmarin.

well, what can i tell yaa. i'm a novel freak :3

psst psst, esok aku ade date dgn Paul Walker escorted by Vin Diesel (:

can't wait :O

muehehe!

Hany Fann : The Reason Why I Become Muslim

2011-04-27T01:26:00.004+08:00

Found this on facebook, shared by one of my friend - Talhah Jailani. May this story you are about to read inspired you in some way. cause it does to me, big time (:

Lately, I was questioned by a lot of people (muslim and non-muslim) about the reason why I want to become Muslim. People who don't know me asked me because they are curious. People who know me well asked me because they care about me and happy for me. People who know me but not so well didn't even ask me and just immidiately judge me by their wrong perceptions. This note is to explain everything and to tell you my story truthfully. As I said on my banner, "You know my name, not my story".

First, I want to send a message to you before you read this note. To my friends who support me and understand me: thank you so much for always being there with me, respect my choice and support me. Without you, I can't be this strong to overcome everything. To people who judged me in a wrong perception: I know you have your own reason to judge me in your way. What I want to ask you is please put yourself in my shoes and think why I have to choose a tough way to go? Why a Vietnamese girl chose to become a Muslim right before she goes back to Vietnam, a non-muslim country? Why she chose to become a Muslim when she knows that her Vietnamese friends, her society will most likely treat her in a different way? After you have those questions settle in your mind, then please continue to read my story.

I'm a Vietnamese from Vietnam, a country where the perception about Islam is still very blur, only 0.075% of the population is Muslim. What Vietnamese know about Islam are through news: war in Afganistan, terrorist in Russia, USA, etc. All those things together created a very bad image of Islam in Vietnam. And no one wants to know more or wants to figure out the truth because they don't care. I used to be like that too, and I don't blame people who is thinking the way I did before because I understand how strong media can affect people's perception.

Then I came to Malaysia, a Muslim country to study for 2 years and I went to Indonesia to do my internship there for 2 months. My Muslim friends in these two countries more or less have changed my point of view about Islam. They are friendly, warm-hearted and kind people, there are nothing in them can be related to terrorists. But there were still some cultures and rules of Islam that I found it's hard to accept and understand. At this moment, I still thought if one day I decide to convert into any religion, Islam wouldn't be my priority.

Then I met a guy, a Muslim guy and we felt in love with each other (at this moment we didn't know bf/gf is not allowed in Islam). He was the one who showed me most beautiful things about Islamand answered all my questions about Islamic cultures and rules. For e.g: I finally understand why Muslim girls cover their body. I used to think they were forced to do so, now I know they do that for themselves to protect and save their beauties for the right man for their lives. I realized that Islam is a beautiful religion which wants to create a pure and beautiful world without any sins, that's also the answer for all the rules in Islam. The religion is beautiful itself, just bad people do bad things in the name of the religion. And that what is happening around the world right now. That moment is the moment I cleared my misunderstanding about Islam, but still I didn't see the necessary of becoming a Muslim.

Then one day, my bf (let's call him so even we r not bf/gf anymore :P) came back from a Friday pray, he cried and told me we can no longer talk to each other or see each other until we get married (if that happen) due to the religion's reasons. He felt guilty and upset about himself, and I understood that he would never do anything to break my heart, and I didn't want to see him bearing the sins because of me. So I agreed not to see him or talk to him anymore. But then I felt uncomfortable and I wanted a clearer answer. I started to do some research about Islam.

At first, I only googled about Islamic things which are related to boy and girl relationships to answer my questions. Until one day, I found a book called "The Holy Qur'an and Mordern Sciences", the book was so amazing that I read the whole book in 1 night. It explained how Mordern Science discovered things that were written in Qur'an 1,400 years ago, like the Big Bang, the fetus creation and development, etc. All those things, in my perception, can't be written by a normal person. How can a ancient person 1,400 years ago can probably know about the Big Bang? They didn't even know about whether the Earth is round or square. How can they wrote about the fetus creation and development at that time when only thousand years later, mordern people can see the whole process by the support of all the high-tech equipments? I was so amazed and that was the time when I started believe in God.

And I started to talked to God, asked him for some signal. And believe or not, those signals keeps coming to me. I know HE is there and I started to believe in The Day of Judgement. I believe that Islam is a true religion from God.

I talked to my mum about I want to convert to Muslim. She didn't agree at first since like I said, Vietnamese have a very wrong perception about Muslim. But then I opened the Qur'an, and also my Muslim friend told me that, God wants you to know that you should worship 2 things in your life: God and then your parents. I looked back at my past and I felt so bad about myself. I wasn't a good daughter to my mum at all. I took her for granted and hurted her so many times. I thought loving me was her responsibility. Now I realized she has no responsibility to sacrify all her life for me nor love me with all her heart. Once I realized, I called her and ask about her health problem, care about her in the way that I should do for 21 years until now. Then she asked me why I'm so different. I told her because that's what God teaches me to do. I asked her to listen to me with an open-minded mind, to understand why I believe in Islam and why I want to become a Muslim that much. I asked her to give me a chance to prove that Islam will only can make me become a better person, a better daughter to her. And finally my mum agreed :).

After my mum agreed, my faith is so strong. I have nothing can stop me from believing in God. I learned how to pray, I read Qur'an in my free time and I even read Islam's stories as a way to release my study stress. And I planned to convert on 2nd of May (don't ask me why, just a date that I think it's beautiful :P). Then yesterday night, I used a facebook application called "Message from God" (this is also the one which delivered me so many amazing messages from God which always suitable for my current situations). The message said: "On this day, God wants you to know that decision is only wishful thinking until you take that first irreversible step. You can tell yourself that you have already decided, that nothing now can stop you, but if that step backwards is so much safer than step forwards, what will hold you true to your path when the going gets tough? Sometimes, the right thing to do is to take that first irreversible step, the one after which you cannot go back. And now, for you, is one of those times". I'm not gonna comment anything about this message anymore :)

That's also the reason why I decided to convert tomorow :). Some of you may ask me to think more, to check whether I'm ready for it or not. I would like to answer that, once you believe in God, there's nothing such as ready or not ready to be closer to God. Once I accept God and Islam in my life, I'm willing to obey every rules and cultures of Islam in order to be closer to God, to be forgiven by His Mercy.

So please come to the Masjid (Mosque) tomorrow at 7pm if you can to be with me in my most important turn of my life :).

Btw, my Islamic name is Aisha :)

Oh, another thing, some may think I'm converting because of the guy I love. I'm sorry to upset you, but I do this for the love of God. This is the biggest decision of my life which will affect my whole life. I won't make it because of anyone. And start from this moment we won't meet and talk to each other anymore. So please understand and respect my decision.

Thank you if you read the whole thing until this spot :P

P/S: Special thanks to Muhammad Iqbal, who showed me the right path to God and heaven, andAbeer Sadary who always be there and support me :). The "thanks" only can't describe enough how much I owed you.

Thanks everyone who is always there to support me in my big decision :)

*Subhanallah, i was amazed and touched at the same time by this story. she has converted to Islam on the 26th of April 2011. May Allah bless and guide her always.

Alhamdulillah, ya Allah. Subhanallah (':

The Day Of Judgement

2011-04-27T01:22:00.002+08:00

*Pesanan : Belajarlah menghabiskan pembacaan sehingga titik akhir. Itu ciri manusia berguna.

Gambaran Hari Kiamat

✐ Selepas Malaikat Israfil meniup sangkakala (bentuknya seperti tanduk besar) yang memekakkan telinga, seluruh makhluk mati kecuali Izrail & beberapa malaikat yang lain. Selepas itu, Izrail pun mencabut nyawa malaikat yang tinggal dan akhirnya nyawanya sendiri.

✐ Selepas semua makhluk mati, Tuhan pun berfirman mafhumnya “Kepunyaan siapakah kerajaan hari ini?” Tiada siapa yang menjawab. Lalu Dia sendiri menjawab dengan keagunganNya “Kepunyaan Allah Yang Maha Esa lagi Maha Perkasa.” Ini menunjukkan kebesaran & keagunganNya sebagai Tuhan yg Maha Kuasa lagi Maha Kekal Hidup, tidak mati.

✐ Selepas 40 tahun, Malaikat Israfil a.s. dihidupkan, seterusnya meniup sangkakala untuk kali ke-2, lantas seluruh makhluk hidup semula di atas bumi putih, berupa padang Mahsyar (umpama padang Arafah) yang rata tidak berbukit atau bulat seperti bumi.

✐ Sekelian manusia hidup melalui benih anak Adam yg disebut “Ajbuz Zanbi” yang berada di hujung tulang belakang mereka. Hiduplah manusia umpama anak pokok yang kembang membesar dari biji benih.

✐ Semua manusia dan jin dibangkitkan dalam keadaan telanjang dan hina. Mereka tidak rasa malu kerana pada ketika itu hati mereka sangat takut dan bimbang tentang nasib & masa depan yang akan mereka hadapi kelak.

✐ Lalu datanglah api yang berterbangan dengan bunyi seperti guruh yang menghalau manusia, jin dan binatang ke tempat perhimpunan besar. Bergeraklah mereka menggunakan tunggangan (bagi yang banyak amal), berjalan kaki (bagi yang kurang amalan) dan berjalan dengan muka (bagi yang banyak dosa). Ketika itu, ibu akan lupakan anak, suami akan lupakan isteri, setiap manusia sibuk memikirkan nasib mereka.

✐ Setelah semua makhluk dikumpulkan, matahari dan bulan dihapuskan cahayanya, lalu mereka tinggal dalam kegelapan tanpa cahaya. Berlakulah huru-hara yang amat dahsyat.

✐ Tiba-tiba langit yang tebal pecah dengan bunyi yang dahsyat, lalu turunlah malaikat sambil bertasbih kepada Allah SWT. Seluruh makhluk terkejut melihat saiz malaikat yang besar dan suaranya yang menakutkan.

✐ Kemudian matahari muncul semula dengan kepanasan yang berganda. Hingga dirasakan seakan-akan matahari berada sejengkal dari atas kepala mereka. Ulama berkata jika matahari naik di bumi seperti keadaannya naik dihari Kiamat nescaya seluruh bumi terbakar, bukit-bukau hancur dan sungai menjadi kering. Lalu mereka rasai kepanasan dan bermandikan peluh sehingga peluh mereka menjadi lautan. Timbul atau tenggelam mereka bergantung pada amalan masing-masing. Keadaan mereka berlanjutan sehingga 1000 tahun.

✐ Terdapat satu telaga kepunyaan Nabi Muhammad SAW bernama Al-Kausar yang mengandungi air yang hanya dapat diminum oleh orang mukmin sahaja. Orang bukan mukmin akan dihalau oleh malaikat yang menjaganya. Jika diminum airnya tidak akan haus selama-lamanya. Kolam ini berbentuk segi empat tepat sebesar satu bulan perjalanan. Bau air kolam ini lebih harum dari kasturi, warnanya lebih putih dari susu dan rasanya lebih sejuk dari embun. Ia mempunyai saluran yang mengalir dari syurga.

✐ Semua makhluk berada bawah cahaya matahari yang terik kecuali 7 golongan yang mendapat teduhan dari Arasy. Mereka ialah:

ⅰ- Pemimpin yang adil.

ⅱ- Orang muda yang taat kepada perintah Allah.

ⅲ- Lelaki yang terikat hatinya dengan masjid.

ⅳ- Dua orang yang bertemu kerana Allah dan berpisah kerana Allah.

ⅴ- Lelaki yang diajak oleh wanita berzina, tetapi dia menolak dengan berkata “Aku takut pada Allah”.

ⅵ- Lelaki yg bersedekah dengan bersembunyi (tidak diketahui orang ramai).

ⅶ- Lelaki yang suka bersendirian mengingati Allah lalu mengalir air matanya kerana takutkan Allah.

✐ Oleh kerana tersangat lama menunggu di padang mahsyar, semua manusia tidak tahu berbuat apa melainkan mereka yang beriman, kemudian mereka terdengar suara “pergilah berjumpa dengan para Nabi”. Maka mereka pun pergi mencari para Nabi. Pertama sekali kumpulan manusia ini berjumpa dengan Nabi Adam tetapi usaha mereka gagal kerana Nabi Adam a.s menyatakan beliau juga ada melakukan kesalahan dengan Allah SWT. Maka kumpulan besar itu kemudiannya berjumpa Nabi Nuh a.s., Nabi Ibrahim a.s., Nabi Musa a.s., Nabi Isa a.s. (semuanya memberikan sebab seperti Nabi Adam a.s.) dan akhirnya mereka berjumpa Rasullullah SAW. Jarak masa antara satu nabi dengan yang lain adalah 1000 tahun perjalanan.

✐ Lalu berdoalah baginda Nabi Muhammad SAW ke hadrat Allah SWT. Lalu diperkenankan doa baginda.

✐ Selepas itu, terdengar bunyi pukulan gendang yang kuat hingga menakutkan hati semua makhluk kerana mereka sangka azab akan turun. Lalu terbelah langit, turunlah arasy Tuhan yang dipikul oleh 8 orang malaikat yang sangat besar (besarnya sejarak perjalanan 20 ribu tahun) sambil bertasbih dengan suara yang amat kuat sehingga ‘Arasy itu tiba dibumi.

✐ ‘Arasy ialah jisim nurani yang amat besar berbentuk kubah (bumbung bulat) yang mempunyai 4 batang tiang yang sentiasa dipikul oleh 4 orang malaikat yang besar dan gagah. Dalam bahasa mudah ia seumpama istana yang mempunyai seribu bilik yang menempatkan jutaan malaikat di dalamnya. Ia dilingkungi embun yang menghijab cahayanya yang sangat kuat.

✐ Kursi iaitu jisim nurani yang terletak di hadapan Arasy yang dipikul oleh 4 orang malaikat yang sangat besar. Saiz kursi lebih kecil dari ‘Arasy umpama cincin ditengah padang . Dalam bahasa mudah ia umpama singgahsana yang terletak dihadapan istana.

✐ Seluruh makhluk pun menundukkan kepala kerana takut. Lalu dimulakan timbangan amal. Ketika itu berterbanganlah kitab amalan masing-masing turun dari bawah Arasy menuju ke leher pemiliknya tanpa silap dan tergantunglah ia sehingga mereka dipanggil untuk dihisab. Kitab amalan ini telah ditulis oleh malaikat Hafazhah / Raqib & ‘Atid / Kiraman Katibin.

✐ Manusia beratur dalam saf mengikut Nabi dan pemimpin masing- masing. Orang kafir & munafik beratur bersama pemimpin mereka yang zalim. Setiap pengikut ada tanda mereka tersendiri untuk dibezakan.

✐ Umat yang pertama kali dihisab adalah umat Nabi Muhammad SAW, dan amalan yang pertama kali dihisab adalah solat. Sedangkan hukum yang pertama kali diputuskan adalah perkara pertumpahan darah.

✐ Apabila tiba giliran seseorang hendak dihisab amalannya, malaikat akan mencabut kitab mereka lalu diserahkan, lalu pemiliknya mengambil dengan tangan kanan bagi orang mukmin dan dengan tangan kiri jika orang bukan mukmin.

✐ Semua makhluk akan dihisab amalan mereka menggunakan satu Neraca Timbangan. Saiznya amat besar, mempunyai satu tiang yang mempunyai lidah dan 2 daun. Daun yang bercahaya untuk menimbang pahala dan yang gelap untuk menimbang dosa.

✐ Acara ini disaksikan oleh Nabi Muhammad SAW dan para imam 4 mazhab untuk menyaksikan pengikut masing-masing dihisab.

✐ Perkara pertama yang diminta ialah Islam. Jika dia bukan Islam, maka seluruh amalan baiknya tidak ditimbang bahkan amalan buruk tetap akan ditimbang.

✐ Ketika dihisab, mulut manusia akan dipateri, tangan akan berkata- kata, kaki akan menjadi saksi. Tiada dolak-dalih dan hujah tipuan. Semua akan di adili oleh Allah Ta’ala dengan Maha Bijaksana.

✐ Setelah amalan ditimbang, mahkamah Mahsyar dibuka kepada orang ramai untuk menuntut hak masing-masing dari makhluk yang sedang dibicara sehinggalah seluruh makhluk berpuas hati dan dibenarkannya menyeberangi titian sirat.

✐ Syafaat Nabi Muhammad SAW di akhirat :

ⅰ- Meringankan penderitaan makhluk di Padang Mahsyar dengan mempercepatkan hisab.

ⅱ- Memasukkan manusia ke dalam syurga tanpa hisab.

ⅲ- Mengeluarkan manusia yang mempunyai iman sebesar zarah dari neraka.

(Semua syafaat ini tertakluk kepada keizinan Allah SWT.)

✐ Para nabi dan rasul serta golongan khawas juga diberikan izin oleh Tuhan untuk memberi syafaat kepada para pengikut mereka. Mereka ini berjumlah 70 000. Setiap seorang dari mereka akan mensyafaatkan 70 000 orang yang lain.

✐ Setelah berjaya dihisab, manusia akan mula berjalan menuju syurga melintasi jambatan sirat. Siratul Mustaqim ialah jambatan (titian) yang terbentang dibawahnya neraka. Lebar jambatan ini adalah seperti sehelai rambut yang dibelah tujuh dan ia lebih tajam dari mata pedang. Bagi orang mukmin ia akan dilebarkan dan dimudahkan menyeberanginya.

✐ Fudhail bin Iyadh berkata perjalanan di Sirat memakan masa 15000 tahun. 5000 tahun menaik, 5000 tahun mendatar dan 5000 tahun menurun. Ada makhluk yang melintasinya seperti kilat, seperti angin, menunggang binatang korban dan berjalan kaki. Ada yang tidak dapat melepasinya disebabkan api neraka sentiasa menarik kaki mereka, lalu mereka jatuh ke dalamnya.

✐ Para malaikat berdiri di kanan dan kiri sirat mengawasi setiap makhluk yang lalu. Setiap 1000 orang yang meniti sirat, hanya seorang sahaja yang Berjaya melepasinya. 999 orang akan terjatuh ke dalam neraka.

Rujukan: Kitab Aqidatun Najin karangan Syeikh Zainal Abidin Muhammad Al- Fathani. Pustaka Nasional Singapura 2004.

☞ Jika sekiranya kalian ingin mengumpul saham akhirat, sampaikanlah ilmu ini kepada sahabat² yang lain. Sepertimana sabda Rasulullah SAW: ❝ Sampaikanlah pesananku walaupun satu ayat. ❞ Sesungguhnya apabila matinya seseorang anak Adam itu, hanya 3 perkara yang akan dibawanya bersama :

① Sedekah/amal jariahnya.

② Doa anak²nya yang soleh.

③ Ilmu yang bermanfaat yang disampaikannya kepada orang lain.

sumber daripada : Amar Sufi

Through The Eyes Of Love ♥

2011-04-26T04:38:00.001+08:00

as salam,

heyy (: yeapp. its already 4.35 in the morning. and aku tak tido tido lagi. haha, cuti cuti ni. selagi tak pkul 4, aku tak tido lagi. tak ngntok lagi la der. haha

aku tak buat ape sgt pon dohh. just layan gosip, and videos. now ape yg aku nk share dgn korg is lagu yg aku sangat suka sekarang (: the lyrics are awesome. aku dgr dr filem ice castles. and sgt addicted dgnnye smpai skarang. hee, nah. automatically played once you open my blog. enjoy the song :P

Please don’t let this feeling end
It’s everything I am
Everything I want to be
I can see what’s mine now
Finding out what’s true
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of love

Now I can take the time
I can see my life as it comes up shining now
Reaching out to touch you
I can feel so much
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of love

And now I do believe
That even in the storm we’ll find some light
Knowing you’re beside me
I’m all right

Please don’t let this feeling end
It might not come again
And I want to remember
How it feels to touch you
How I feel so much
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of love

And now I do believe
That even in the storm we’ll find some light
Knowing you’re beside me
I’m all right

Now I can take the time
I can see my life as it comes up shining now
Reaching out to touch you
I can feel so much
Since I found you
Looking through the eyes of love

inspiring, motivating.

2011-04-25T23:28:00.004+08:00

as salam,

whaddup (: soo hari ni hari isnin. yes, its monday. thnks to aini nadhirah sebab ingatkn haha. yeah, if not memang aku tatau langsung. haha. mati mati aku ingat harini hari selasa -.- dh lost count dah. haha

soo, hari ni aku tade buat ape sgt. just dduk rumah. layan astro movies jee. pakej HBO + Star Movies. hee, then makan and makan and makan. tgahari lauk sambal udang. omygod, sumpah sedap gilaaa! kt um wehh, mkn tgahari. sumpah susah gilaaaaaaa nk cari lauk sambal udang. tiga bulan sekali tau tak wehh. aku dah bengang gilaaa. tiap tiap hari aku mkn lauk nasi campur ayam goreng campur kuah sambal and sayur. ituuuu je. tade lain. dah sedeh aku :3 soo, bila dah ada lauk udang harini. memang aku tibai sampai habes. heheheeee :P

mlm pulak mak aku masak ketam goreng. and, sedap sangat! hee, bt im nt a good crab eater. tau makan isi dia jee. yg kt kaki dia semua tuu, aku tak reti nk korek. hahaa. abah selalu marah sebab end up dia yg kene habiskn kaki semuaa. tp dia lagi suka actually. aku tauu :D haha

okay, as i said. hari ni aku layan movies kn. and semua movies yg aku tgk hari ni berkaitan dgn sports. i knoww, im nt good at sports. but i can tell you. these movies yg aku nk cite ni. sumpa inspiring gilaaa. yes, itu yg membuatkn aku sangat suka tgk cite sport sport mcm ni. selalunya memang, team tu confirm menang semuaa. bt, ape yg aku suke tgk is actually how do they get back up from a loser becoming a true champion then (:

first movie yg aku tgk is ICE CASTLES. memula nmpak promo iklan dia. memang dh target nk tgk pun cause it seems like a good movie. and indeed, it is. cite ni pasal pompuan ni, a little girl frm iowa. from a nobody to a somebody. dia mula dikenali masa bertanding fr liga bandar dia jee. bt after all the hard works. die berjaya jadi regionals champion and terus melayakkan diri die ke nationals. bt ade insiden berlaku lepas tu and she cant see anything after tht. soo, of course dia tak dpat skate la kn. tapi, her boyfriend. taknak give up. die tau girlfriend die ni, nama die lexi. so die tau lexi ni nak sangat perform kt nationals. memang she cant see anything. but, she practiced. hafal keluasan ice rink tu semua. and yes, she made it.

soo, from a nobody to a somebody. then ade insiden, taleh nampak ape ape. cant say dia buta. sebab die still boleh nmpak some lights semuaa. bt still she cant see a thing. tapi die boleh skate beautifully. i was like gile hebat. yeahh. it was something. i knw its just a movie. bt it is something. huu, then boyfriend dia. memula bf die ternampak pompuan ni kissed dgn coach die. so he was tormented. bt despite of tht, dia still syg pmpuan ni and tlg die get back up on her feet cause she was soo depressed bila dh tak boleh nmpak tuu. best gilaa!

next is MAJOR LEAGUE. baru tgk ni ptg td jugak. and die ade 3 sequeal. tp aku paling suke the frst one and the scnd one. sebab ade my favourite actor. charlie sheen. haha. dlm byk byk sports movie. aku paling suke tgk sports movie yg mcm baseball or american football. cause, die menunjukkn teamwork. and yes, i like tht very much. haha. as fr this one. memang best gilee. aku pon turut bersorak kt rumah nii kalau korg nk tau. haha. yeah i am :D

soo, this movie pasal this one team called Indians. mula mula disertai oleh baseball player yg cikai cikai semuaa. ade yg baru lepas dr penjara. ade yg baru lepas baik drpd knee injuries. diorg punye pemilik. memang sengaja amik player teruk sebab dia nk team ni kalah. then bila team ni teruk, bilangan penonton akan berkurangan. and bila kurang drpd 80000 penonton, pemilik ni dpat pindahkn team die ke miami, satu stadium yg baru. soo, thts why die sengaja amek player teruk teruk. mula mula, player dia semua tatau. soo, memang teruk pon dorg main. last in the league. bt bilaa diorg tau niat sebenar pemilik dorg ni. dorg terus berusaha utk buktikn kt pemilik diaa. and yes, last last dorg menang. haha.

movie ni sgt best. comedy plus inspiring story. mcm mana teammates tolong sesama sendiri. ade kawan dia tatau nk baling bola lengkung. another teammates dia tolong ajarkan. accept differences of others. respect religions. and effort to the victory. plus teamworks in a group. sangat penting :D terbaik wokkk

lastly, cite THE BLIND SIDE. cite ni aku baru tgk semalam. uhh wait, its already 1245 in the morning, so kelmarin laa actually. hee, cite ni sumpah terbaik gilaa aku cakap. and yes, its actually a true story. sandra bullock even won the best actress fr this movie tak silap aku. cite ni pasal satu keluarga org putih. die adopt sorg lelaki kulit hitam jadi anak angkat dorg. laki kulit hitam ni just a guy yg boleh dikatakan tade mase depan. jadi pelarian semuaa. bt eversince dia duduk dgn pompuan tuu, hidup die berubah 100%. die mula masuk football. and digeruni pihak lawan because of his darn big body. and kekuatan dia pon, luar biasa. because of his great performance on field. die jadi rebutan semua universities and colleges.

from a plain boy to an american-football's world known boy. i was amazed actually. and yes, this is a true inspiring movie of all. ape yg mmbuatkn aku terharu is tht wujud lagi kn seorg perempuan or a family yg sanggup amek anak angkat berlainan bangsa and treat him mcm family gila. yeahh, dorg bg kereta kt dia. hire a tuition teacher. treat him like their real son. aku tak nangis laa tgk cite ni. but ive to admit tht i was touched. tak kira races, man. black or white or chocolate or even green, if theres any. kite semua samaa (: a must watch movie. tengoklah :D

so yeah, despite all tht. theres one much much more inspirational drpd yg lain. you take a look at this, and bandingkn laa dgn diri sendiri (: just few words before i'm signing off - when one door closes, another one opens. but often we look so long, so regretfully upon the closed door that we fail to see the one that has opened for us. just look around you, and live your life to the max. but if you do have enemies, then its good. as that means you have stood up for something, sometime in your life and be sure to never ever regret of something that once made you smile because life is either a daring adventure or nothing :D

i laff chuuuuu, torres (:

2011-04-24T03:15:00.003+08:00

as salam,

okay soo its already three one two in the morning. and yet, aku tak tido lagi. baru lepas tgk game chelsea. and hell, it was the best so far as TORRES HAD FINALLY SCORED A GOAL! haha

yeahh. i am super excited :D its been a while since torres signed the cntract with chelsea. bt only now, die baru jee score kan goal. haha. hopefully, after this he will constantly scoring like he always did back then when he was with liverpool or performing for the spaniards.

anyhow, tomorrow's sunday. and its a lovely day. sure will be (: and bile tibe je hari esok, officially tamatlah sudah seminggu after habis pasum. and akan bermula pula minggu yg kedua. enjoying this moment smpai sekarang. tak rasa bosan pon wehh. kt facebook, semua complain bosan laa ape laa. tp bg aku, sumpah nikmat gilaa. ta perlu risau pasal tutorial dah siap ke belum. esok lecture ape semuaa. i am now a free girl. like totally free. ahaa, tayah risau pasal ape pon. and setiap hari. though rutin aku memang tak pernah berubah so far. bt im enjoying it to the max. never gets bored.

tv sentiasa ada cerita menarik yg aku boleh tgk. if tade cite menarik, then aku layan computer jee laa. tgk movie dlm comp. and my cycle repeats everyday. if dah bosan sgt, then i will just grab my car key and take ooglie anywhere i wanna be. its like, i have nothing to worry about anymore (: and hell yeah, its fun! haha.

kalau dulu enn. rutin aku camne tau? isnin? kelas frm 9 smpai 4 ptg. then mlm, since aku ni jenis liat nk buat tutorial mase hari minggu, baru laa sibuk nk balun tuto chemist. naaah, im nt the type yg suke pinjam pinjam tuto org lain semuaa. aku lebih sukaa gets a high score or even a low score atas effort aku sndiri. baru aku rasa puas (: then, hari selasa. kelas start as freaking early as 8 o'clock in the morning. tp kekadang aku skip. haha. smpai laa pkul 5 ptg. then mlm tuu, baru laa rasa free. kelas tutorial semuaa dh habis. and selalunyaa selasa mlm nii laa time time aku gi meronggeng laa jadah semuaa because kelas esoknyaa start pkul 10 pagi :DD alaa, kalau meronggeng pon. mana sgt laa aku pegi. paling paling gerak mcdonalds bangsar. lepak sana smpai pkul 3 4 pagi cmtuu. tp kitorg buat keje laa. belajar ke ape kee. and at the same time, gossip too (:

esok nyaa, bangun pkul 10 pg, gerak kelas then ptg amali bio. pastu mlm tuu aku balun kimia punye report and physics. and kalau dh nakal sgt aku ni, selalunya rabu mlm, aku kt mid valley. tgk wayang. haha. rabu wayang murah. so thts why. haha. esok nyaa, kelas start 8 pg. english class. then kuliah, pastu physics lab. malam balun report chem lagi. pastu esok lab and lecture. and habis laa kelas semuaa. weekends!

sabtu ahad nii. memang tak pernah melekat aku kt bilik tuu. haha. well, pernah laa jugak kn. tp jarang ahh. confirm ade jee bnde aku nk buat. kelua laa. tak pon balik umah. and tutorial. memang haram aku tak sentoh. like seriously, except for chemistry. itu wajib buat. kalau tak burn carry marks chemist aku. haha. lain? algebra, aku salin je jawapan dr fadzilah bagi. bio, memang tak pernah buat. just bincang jee. baca jee discussion tuu, tak pernah tulis ke ape ke. physics lagi laa. totally neglected! as fr statistic. aku terpaksa buat, kalau tak mati kene balun dgn jedzry. haha.

oh no no no no no. guys, im warning you.

dont ever ever ever ever ever tiru aku wehh. this is a very very bad example. bad bad example. not a good role model. absolutely, totally bad! haha.

again, jangan ikot aku! seriously :3

yes, dlm kelas. aku rasa aku laa classmate yg paling tak boleh diharap. semua org sibuk sign sign tutorial. aku salin semua jawapan. i knoww, teruk gilaa aku kn. hee, but yeah. i cant blame anyone fr tht. its all my fault. i know (: takpe laa. as far as i know. selama aku kt pasum. sangat enjoy semua bende. and yeahh, i must say tht its been the greatest experience ive had so far. being away from my family. yeapp, its my frst time. meet strangers frm all over the world. yes, sabah sarawak and foreign countries as well. i learned a lot of things. whatever the outcome will be, i shall treasure these bitter sweet moments for as long as i live :)

okay laa, mata aku dh separuh tertutup. muehehe (: beds calling. calo bettey

A Laughter A Day Keeps A Doctor Away :D

2011-04-23T02:13:00.002+08:00

as salam,

soo yeahh. i knoww. aku dh tak update ape jadah pon. haha, wifi illek. soo, lappy taleh connect internet. jadi bab bab nk masuk gambar jadah semua agak susah kan. thts why aku dh lame tak update laa. nnti laa. this week. semua story masuk blog nnti. jgn risau alright. heheheh :D

soo, actually aku nk share dgn korang videos yg aku jumpe harini. and they are hilarious! like, seriously. sumpah lawak gileee. HAHA just check it out. and have a good time alright? (:

HAHA ini lawak. terjatuh doh taylor swift ni. haha, best

haha, yg ni pon best. lawak

YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS ONE! EPIC :D

GELAK GULING GULING JATUH BERGOLEK SEMUA - CONFIRM!

lawak gile nak mati. a must see video! hahaa

enjoy wehhhhhh :P

thumbs up :P

2011-04-23T02:06:00.002+08:00

okay, yg ni confirm ramai tau. memang lawak la weh. haha

yang ni pulak. AMAZING, like seriously. terbaik :D

latest updates (:

2011-04-20T13:07:00.004+08:00

as salam,

hei hai hoi. soo, macam semua org dah tau. yes, aku dah habis asasi. wohoo (:

and yes again, aku skg ni kt rumah. few days back then, internet rosak. and supposed, aku taleh online langsung. bt enta mcm mane abah buat. dah okay, tapi wifi taleh gune. enta, ibu kate boleh. bt i tried, few times. still cant get through. soo, nk update blog agak susah. cant masukkn gmbar sekali semuaa. bt i will try. maybe by transfer usb jadah semuaa. tgk laa cane dulu.

and skg. phone aku rosak. tatau asal. check kedai, its nt about the battery. tuka bru pun still taleh bukak. dia kata software problem. bt, aku tanak laa hantar dulu. tggu abah balik laa. soo, as fr you guys. ade ape ape hal, ROGER FACEBOOK AKU. will checking it frm time to time, alright?

sebenarnyaa byk jee yg aku nk update ni. because byk je bende terjadi sejak dua menjak ni. i mean, aku byk buat bende laa kn. soo nk je update blog. bt will do bila aku ade kesempatan and rasa rajin byk. haha. antaranya ;

times square + ampang, look out point (:
lawatan ke Kolej Matrikulasi Selangor, Banting.
25 Minutes from Petaling Jaya to Kuala Lumpur International Airport.
lunch McDonalds kt Nilai.
plan cuti :P
barang barang D946.

and byk lagi laa. hahaa. nanti ehh, im working on it. lepas tu korang bace laa puas puas okay (: dah, toodles

first time kau couple?

2011-04-19T14:48:00.001+08:00

first time kau couple?

Answer here

first time bawak kereta?

2011-04-19T14:37:00.003+08:00

first time bawak kereta?

Answer here

first handphone?

2011-04-19T14:37:00.001+08:00

first handphone?

Answer here

first best friend?

2011-04-19T14:36:00.003+08:00

first best friend?

Answer here

first camping?

2011-04-19T14:36:00.001+08:00

first camping?

Answer here

first movie tgk kt wayang? igt? haha

2011-04-19T14:35:00.001+08:00

first movie tgk kt wayang? igt? haha

Answer here

first time ade crush on someone?

2011-04-19T14:34:00.001+08:00

first time ade crush on someone?

Answer here

17 April 2011

2011-04-17T04:50:00.004+08:00

as salam,

it's almost 5 in the morning. kt umah skg, tido rumah. esok pg kene bangun. going to KLIA. sending nonie balik sabah.

this is a date to be remembered by me apart from 8th June 2011 as this would be the date yg menandakan kali terakhir aku akan jumpe dgn nonie. lepas ni, she will be in sabah. until bila, only god knows when.

and hanya Allah je laa yg tau perasaan aku skg. which is, sgt sgt down. yes, i am.

honestly speaking, i dont have enough strength to be apart from her. i can't imagine how's my life would turn out to be withour her in it. i am not strong enough to send her back tomorrow. no, i am not that strong to face another phase of separation, ya Allah.

not imagining myself of being one of the lesbians. pagi dgn dia. petang dgn dia. malam dgn dia. siang dgn dia. we are too close for the past 11 months, tht explains it all i guess.

but obviously, theres nothing tht i can do. perpisahan tu semua lumrah alam kan. it depends on how, ourselves nk cope dgn bende ni mcm mana.

haihh, im so used to be with her for the past 11 months.

the next 5 months, being without her?

hard.

formspring.me

2011-04-17T00:52:00.001+08:00

come come, tanyaa je laa ape ape wehh (:
http://formspring.me/nurliyanafarhah

pernah rasa menyesal ? sebab ?

2011-04-14T20:56:00.001+08:00

pernah tuu pernah laa, tapi selalu ingat kn diri balik - Never have regrets on something tht once made you smile because at some point, you're the one who wanted it so badly. or else, you ain't gonna do it man. if it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's an experience (:

kau tanya seratus patah, aku jawab seribu patah :)

What qualities do you look for when you're dating someone?

2011-04-13T18:54:00.001+08:00

personalities - 90%,
looks - 10%,
extra credits to non smokers (:

kau tanya seratus patah, aku jawab seribu patah :)

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

2011-04-13T18:17:00.002+08:00

as salam,

sorry fr tht emo-ing thing. hee, okay dah. lupe kan lupe kan. kita usaha, kita doa, and kita tawakkal. insya Allah, aku redha jee. ape nak jadi, jadi laa. ape aku dapat, dapat laa. ade hikmah semua tu disebaliknya kan? :P

okay, sorry. emo sikit tadi. now, kita fikir happy. okay? ngeh ngeh ngeh ngeh :P okay. thts enough

soo, hari ni hari rabu. tadi lepas exam. feel a lil bit tensed about chemistry. soo, dh sekali arung aku bawak kete dtg exam. hop on car and off we go to mid valley. kebetulan pulak kan, ye laa. kebetulan. dapat parking lawa depan pintu excess gi gsc. singgah laa jap, tgk tayangan movie cite ape ade. kebetulan pulaak lagi ade source code, pkul 1.30 pm. err, mcm menarik jee. HAHA soo, get in line. kebetulan sekali lagi, seat kt row belakang, cantik punye view tinggal satu. aishh, kebetulan lagi, hari rabu. movie murah kan :D kebetulan again, aku bawak dompet laah pulak kan. selalunyaa gerak exam tak bawak dompet. soo, ehem ehem byk sgt kebetulan nih. bought it, and watched it already :P hahaa.

its a great movie. a bit of a mind twisting. nt a 'should watch' movie. bt, okay okaay laa. heee (:

lepas dh movie. aku gerak ofis abah. grab some boxes. nonie, nak balik sabah. she need some of 'em. nk packing brg diaa. soo, since aku leh tlg. tlg je laa mana yg perlu. hee.

esok is officially my freedom day. except fr another freaking two hours expected in the exam hall on friday. apart frm tht, i am totally free already. haha :D lepas ni dh tade kelas semuaa dah. totally dduk rumah, or maybe working. like, nothing to do or to worry about. haha. just lay back home. watching tv. omygad! tv :D lame gilaa dahh tak tgk. hahaa, padahal baru tgk mggu lepas -.- hee

soo, lepas habis pasum nii. ade agak agak dalam 4 to 5 months of break. before sambung balik belajar. degree pulak kan. but, itu pun kalau dapat IPTA. if nt, i guess IPTS laa nmpak nyaa. but, ya Allah. mintak mintak sgt laah dapat IPTS. haihh, thts all im asking fr :/

okay, dah dah. no more sad sad. soo, err. cuti 4 bulan, ape aku nak buat? muehehe. i guess aku cite bnde tuu sat lai. tapi habis exam nii. memang dh schedule aku full. busyy busyy busyyyyhh :P khamis nii which is tomorrow after paper, photoshoot dgn budak kelas. with our class t-shirt. alhamdulillah, dah siap (: tinggal ambik je haa. then jumaat pulak, dh janji dgn arep and few of our classmates nk bawak dorg gi sunway. ice skating. haha, dorg tak pernah ice skating. so bawak je laa. spending our last moments together. haihh, after this no more dah. huu

next, saturday? aku gerak banting. lawat alan, amir, safiq, fyez kt sana. and of course, kawan kawan yg lain. budak budak kelas dulu. H1P8 kn? hahaa, sorrrryyyyy. dah lupeeeeee (: err, next keylaa, budak skpjp, budak smks4 dulu. ganu, nadiarib, nadia othman semuaa. itu pun kalau dorg nk jumpe aku laa. bt my priority is my boys. if dorg tanak jumpe aku, sekor sekor aku sembelih buat korban. haha :D and nadiah nk follow. asalnya muadz jugaa. tp dia ada hal pulaak. haihh, nk buat camnee ): but, nevermind then

ahad? whoaa, ahad's a big day. yeahh. aku kene gerak KLIA. if jadik, dollah nk tumpang sekali. bt if not, i'll be gone, alone. nk byebye kt nonie. yeahh. dia balik sabah this sunday. haihh, cant imagine wht would my life turn out to be without her :/

then on monday pulaak, kalau jadi laa plannya. aku hantar si nadiah balik nilai. and maybee laa kan, maybee i'll be waiting fr muadz pulak. nk jumpe dia pulak laa kan. haha. see, told yaa. busyyyyyy :P org feymes laa kan. HAHA not famous bt feymes. muehehe (: okay, gedik -.-

soo, err. tht would be all. amar and budak bk ada ajak lepak sekali, mlm mlm mcm biasa. kene carik masa fr them. lepas nii dh taleh lepak dah kn. haha (:

okay laa, tu jehh. pasal plan like my real plan fr this upcoming longgg holiday. next next post alright. now, if you would excuse me. ive gotta go downstairs. pegi kt kete, i left my phone in there i guess :3

ciao ciao.

1 MORE TO GO :D

2011-04-13T17:49:00.006+08:00

as salam,

hey whtsup :P soo, its already the wednesday of another week now. and, one more critical paper and hellooo freedom (:

yeahh, exam aku actually habis lusa. my last paper is actually english. and then, i am practically foundation's graduate already. omygadd :D

well, i am not tht excited about tht. well, pasal merdeka in the form of like no more class, no more tutorials, no more exams. yeahh, tht part aku excited tahap dewa ni wehh. tapi kalau part byebye friends and stuffs. err, i can't deny tht i feel a lil bit sad laa fr sure. after habis sekolah haritu, now we're going through another perpisahan. though its been less than 10 months here, but it feels like home. with friends and unlimited freedom yg aku dapat, siapa tak sedih kan. huu

yeahh, being here. i have a bunch of friends yg aku takleh dapat memane. brilliant and bangang jugak at the same time. hahaa. then, being here. aku dapat experience yg aku takleh dapat kt mane mane. dduk asrama fr the frst time ever. its nt tht bad actually. you're the one yg kene pandai blend in. then, you'll feel the harmony kn. also, being here. wht i like the most is about the unlimited freedom. yeahh, you can go anywhere, everywhere, anytime, anyday. no need permissions. takde 'moms' or 'dads' yg akan say NO and DONT. you can do whatever you wanna do. but basically, for sure laa. pandai pandai laa jaga diri masing masing kn. there are peoples yg kene culture shock and such. as fr me, naah. i've been and am in kl myself. soo, tade nk culture shock sgt ahh. ive seen worst babe :P hee, nt to brag. bt thts the fact. hee

yeahh, wht i'll miss the most is the nightlife. damn, lepas ni dah tade dah derr. balik rumah, daylife je ahh. nightlife kt umah laa derr. hahaa. bt thts okay. nt a big deal anyway (:

soo, told yaa its wednesday. habis paper yg ketujuh hari ni whch is chemistry IV. and hell it is, freaking susah. pecah kepala otak wehh! semalam boleh pulaak aku bangun pukul 2 pg -.- i mean 2 pg td pg laa fosho. yeahh, skg nii time exam. cycle aku semuaa dh berubah. balik exam, terus tidoo. then, maghrib kee bangun and study smpai exam esok nyaa. bt semalam, aku bangun maghrib. perform solat jap. then, rasa ngntok, nk tido jap. pastu bangun bangun, pukul 2 pagi. greatt -.- dont knw why aku rase ngntok gilaaaaaaaa semalam. i mean like, tido mati? wow! huu.

esok physics 4. thought of biaa jee kan. bt, nevermind. last day, kerja keras je laa. baca baca, tau formula. at least, kau rasa cm leh jawab separuh paper. then, its fine. yeahh, haha. fr this sem, aku dh target nk focus on chem math and bio jee. soo, phy nii. asal lulus, cukup. haha.

err, talking about my pointers. umm, well nt tht great actually. yeahh, i used to be a smart kiddo. bt nt anymore. sini, aku laah budak paling bodoh aku rasa :/ haihh, i dont knw laa wehh. ive worked hard. bt i guess thts just not enough :( i feel bad, fr my parents actually. they've sacrificed enough :'( okay, nnti bulan 5 aku start kerjaa. i'll save money. and if, aku tak dapat IPTA kan. i dont knww, i hope not. i mean, jangan laa benda tuu terjadii -.- bt if it is, entahh. we'll see wht happen then.

tengoookkkk, jgn bg aku ngobrol pasal pointer aku. kn dah down -.- dude, aku nk exam esok. and its the freaking last paper. let me be happy, please :D jyeahh!

but still rasa sedih jugaaaaaaaak doh. sorry abah, sorry ibu. i've tried my best. seriously :(

ARIFFUDDIN ADIL ALIAS, SI ATOK KEBAYAN (: *kentut, cantik, tali bra -___-"

2011-04-10T16:50:00.009+08:00

as salam,

whtsup guys. and yes, especially kepada owner nama kt atas. aku tau kau bangga masuk blog aku. like OMG - Oh Menarik Gila! (: takpe takpe, tak perlu nk excited sgt. excited sikit sikit sudah yee. haha :P siap jadi tajuk utama lagi tuu youu. umagad !

okay, moving on. why am i referring this guy as the male version of nenek kebayan atau senang kita panggil dia as atok kebayan? it is specifically because of ape yg die dah buat kt aku. sumpa kejam tahap dewa punyaa. haha. okay, im nt blaming him. he is just doing his part or the exact word is, it's payback time! nevermind. gua chillax jee. tp tujuan utama aku tulis kt sini pon sebab aku nk menjelaskan berkenaan pasal ape yg dh berlaku or terjadi kt aku awal pagi tadi. sebab sumpa ramai gilaa yg dok bertanya kt aku. msg, call. and i even have to clarify myself, betul kee aku yana. ke org lain ke kan. tahniah arep, terima kasih bebanyak -__-"

haha, guys. it was not me okaay? aku tak sebodoh tuu nk memalukan diri aku kt depan khalayak ramai. if i am tht stupid, aku dah lama buat laa wehh. masuk wad gilaa terus haa. hahaa,

alright, soo. basically bagi sesape yg tatau. yes, aku kene hack. atau bahasa lain nyaa, kene dajal, tak pon kene prank. and this is actually nt my frst time. i've been through this before. once. and now, here we go again. ha ha ha -.-

okay. meh aku cite yg memule dulu punye laa okay. soo, this is my frst time facebook kene hack/prank.

okay, so nampak dah? yeahh. status tuu mengatakan yg aku happy sebab aku u'uk dua kali -.- sumpa memalukan gileeh. haha. well, ini terjadi mase awal sem 1. aku tgh online facebook. and nonie was right beside me. then, aku tetiba nk kene gi toilet. and aku blah, aku tak laa logout facebook segalaa. and by the time aku balik. tadaaa, notifications berlambak gilaa. just because of this particular status -.- thanks a lot nonie.

and ape yg berlaku semalam, was my second time actually kene hack or prank. or shall i say, revenge time? haha. yeahh. status status aku yg mengarut tahap dewa tuu semua dibuat oleh ketua kesayangan T2 - Mr. Ariffuddin Adil Bin Alias. nk tgk muke dia? haa, jap jap.

haa, ni laa diaa. ketua yg disanjung tinggi nihh. haha. tak perlu laa kome semuaa nk terpedaya dgn muke dia yg ala ala bajet kiut, bajet comel *tgn di dada, mata pandang atas* tuu okay. itu semuaa, propaganda semata mata. percayalah, haha.

soo, okaay. cite dia begini laa kan. well, actually. aku ni laa yg kuat mengdajal org sebenarnyaa. yee, it all started because of me. haha, aku dh buat dia byk kali kott. status, video, gambar. hahaa. semuaa dah. memang dia dah kene attack byk kali laa kan kt facebook kn. hahaa, well. aku tade laa niat ape pon mase kenekan dia tuu. just for fun jee. gurau gurau rakan sekelas. just that. haha. and tetibaa sekali. aku tersilap langkah laa mlm semalam nyaa.

malam semalam tuu, kitorg gerak mcdonalds bangsar. gi sanaa, niat nk belajar algebra laa. well, bg aku. niat aku memang berada pada jalan yg betul, meaning aku dgn bersungguh sungguhnyaa buat algebra. soalan past year semuaa. mencuba dan membuat latihan segalaa. tade songsang songsang nyee haa. tapi si arep dgn si dolah nii. kejap straight kejap bengkang bengkok. kejap buat, kejap online. and i have no particular comments on tht laa kan. ngeh ngeh ngeh :P

soo, tgh aku buat latihan semuaa. tetibaa aku rasa cm tension sikit. soo, nk relax sekejap. nk laa online facebook. amek laa die punyaa phone kn. online facebook. dah login segalaa. and tgh aku nk tgk notifications. tetibaa die rampas balik phone diaa - "haa, nk hack facebook aku laa tuu". haha. yeahh, aku dajal diaa semuaa through phone diaa tauu. sebab phone diaa, once login. no log out log out kn. soo, aku just tekan apps facebook. and tadaa, facebook dia dah tersiap sedia login masuk. soo, ape lagi. tanduk keluaa. dajal semua laa. muehehe (:

jadii, aku cakap laa tak, aku tgh online facebook aku. and bilaa aku dh jawab bnde tuu. there's a grin smile on his face. tersenyum lebar gilaaa. and his finger starts tapping on the phone's screen. ahh sudaah, aku dapat sense somethng wrong. i tried to grab tht phone back. tp kuasa lelaki lawan kuasa wanita, tau tau je laa sape menang sape kalah -.- dah laa dolah komplot sekali. like umagaaaad! bunguk dua ekor niii. hahaa. and yess, pakatan bersekutu mereka telah berjaya memalukan aku. nak tau ape? nah. tgk ahh puas puas.

FIRST HACK -.-

bangang gilaa. seriusss. aku dh macam siot betul. kentut weh? ya Allah, aku dh tatau nk cakap ape masa tuu. tp aku tergelak jugak laa kan. masa dia update status aku tuu, dia bgtau aku laa ape yg dia nk tules. then bg tau org comment ape semuaa. aduhh, memang aku tergelak gelak dgr. cm siod sungguh. yg tanak blah, dia boleh pegi balas semua comment org org tuu. sumpa bangang gilaa. it was like, dia pegi balas. memang org pikir itu aku laa kn.

then, die tak puas hati lagi. fyi, aku kenekan dia before this tiga kali. soo, dia pon nk balas dendam tiga kali. and here we go to the second status.

SECOND HACK :P

haha, ini tade laa teruk mana kan. cam konon bajet hot. adoii, tp still bangang ahh. gosh, well. this is not the worst part yet. wait till you see my third status.

THIRD HACK -________________________-"

ini sumpaa bangang gilaaa nak mati. aku tatau dia tules status nii. but, idea pasal coli putus nii dtg dr dolah -.- and aku dah warning diaa, jgn letak status nii. tp alih alih dia letak jugak. dammit gileee! memang time nii, aku ngaku aku dah agak bengang sikit. rasa mcm nk baling jee si arep nii keluar tingkap. ta pon cincang lapan belas. ta pon tembak pakai bazuka kee -.- yg two status before nii, cam relax lagi. tade ape sgt pon. bt, yg ini melibatkan tali bra wehh. ~~TALI BRA~~ -.- mane aku nk letak mukaa doh lepas nii. like seriously !_!

and yes, dia memang dh kene cubit pukul piat semuaa dgn aku dh time balik. hahaa. tapi aku tade laa marah mane pon. mcm aku cakap, gurauan rakan kelas. release tension time exam. walaupun the third one agak overboard, tapi aku bukan jenis yg pemarah laa weh. haha. lagipun, takkan laa pasal status kt facebook ni jee nk bergaduh pulaak kan. soo, relax sudaa (: and yes, gua chill je derr. tak baik marah marah, nanti kene jual. hahah

err, itu je laa kott so far. pesanan buat arip :

jyeahh (: fuhh, bangga aku buat pantun sendiri. okay, dah mengada -.- muehehe :P

tht would be all, i guess. gua nk tgk movie jap. bhahaha! cauu

i love you guys :')

2011-04-08T12:48:00.003+08:00

as salam (:

hari ni hari jumaat. and ape yg aku nk cite ni berlaku pada hari ahad yg lepas.

tengahari tu aku pegi lunch dgn kawan aku. kitorg ramai ramai gerak mid valley. yeah, i know. though nk exam lagi dua hari. tp sebab mengidam pepper lunch punya pasal, and dorg pon tgh tension. okay, moh laa kita keluo berame rame.

makan segala bnde kat sana. habis makan, tak balik lagi. micak nk gerak carrefour, nk beli brg ape tah. folow je laa enn. aku pon turut sama membeli. stok biskut buat mengisi perut time exam nii. settle kt sana, gerak jusco pulak. beli roti sat. then balik laa.

nk smpai kt kolej. baru aku teringat aku nk beli pen favourite aku and few things more. utk exam ni laa kn. soo, drop dorg. aku drive ke TTDI. pegi kedai jasema. jasema nii dh jadi sumber untuk semua keperluan stationery aku and also buku latihan semua. senang cite yg berkaitan dgn sekolah kn, semua aku beli kt sini ahh. sebab apa? harga murah and semua barang ada, aku cakap. serious! kau nk ape, mintak jee. "ada ada ada, sikijap aaa" - slang mamak sikit okay (:

smpai sana, parking. terus aa carik pen semua kan. dh carik pen, aku cm pegi kt section magazine. saje ahh tgk tgk. sekali, aku nmpak apa tau?

yeah, it's the book. dr. mahathir's book. i was shocked. mcm, ternganga kejap. terus excited. amek phone, call wawa.

wawa ; aku

hello, assalamualaikum

wasalam, haa yana. asal?

waaaaaaaa! i found it :DD

haa, found what?

buku dr. mahathir waa. buku dia buku dia!

err, dh kenapa dgn buku diaa?

okay, kan kita tak beli lagi hadiah birthday utk abah. kita beli ni utk dia nk?

haa, fr wht?

waaaaa, he has been looking and searching for this book everywhere! dia nk gilaaa buku ni waa. kongsi duit jum (:

laa yeke, akak byk kali jumpa buku tuu kt sini. haa, okay okay. beli beli. berapa buku tu?

RM*** jee. okay?

okay okay, kang akk masukkn duit dlm bank awk.

okay, soo. lepas tuu aku terus pegi lari belakang kt bank. kelua duit. balik semula ke jasema. and bought tht book together with my stationaries. and yes, wrapper and a wishcard too (:

drive balik um. drpd plan tanak balik, terus jadi semangat nk balik. i just can't wait nk bg buku tu kt abah. time aku nk wrap. nonie pelik aku buat ape. cakap ahh nk wrap hadiah semuaa. then, dia pulak ckap nk wrapkn. dh mengidam nk wrap hadiah dah. haha, okay then. terus packing brg. settle wrap. terus balik (:

smpai rumah. abah ibu terkejut tgk aku. yeah, i told them tht i won't be back until aku abes exam. bt in the end, terpacak situ haa aku. haha. soo, balik. join dorg tgk tb. and tanpa menunggu lama.

ibu ; abah ; yana

awak ni drpd mana yana?

ohh, tadi drpd kedai.

kedai?

haah, kedai.

kedai apa?

err, kedai laa. beli brg exam jap tadi.

ohh, okay okay. kenapa balik?

err, sajee :P

exam start bile?

selasa. hee

ohh, esok tade kelas ke?

illek :D

oh, okay okay.

*tgk tb jap*

okay laa, sebenarnya kan. yana ada hajat nii abahhh

haa, abah dah agak dah. kalau tak tade nyee dia balik, norr

hehehehehe :DD

kenapa?

err, sebenarnya kan abah..

kenapa? nk duit lagi ke ni?

bukan laaa. abah nii -__-

heheh, dah tu?

sebenarnyaa, yana dgn wawa..

kenapa dgn wawa?

tadee, kitorg nk bagi abah hadiah ni.

*keluarkan buku tu drpd beg, and bagi kt abah*

ehh ehh, laa. susah susah jee.

tade laa abah, tak susah mana pun.

haa, ni mesti buku tu kan. buku yg dr. mahathir tu kan?

hahaa, alaa. spoil laa camni.

haha, abah dah agak dah. tgk tebal dia pun abah dah tau. heheh

hahaa, ye laa. memang buku tu haa

ehh, mana awak tau? dgr ibu dgn hani cakap cakap ke?

tade laa. hani laa, selalu citee. abah teringin sgt buku ni drpd dulu. pastu yana dh sekali arung terjumpa tadi. belikan je laa (:

ohh, beli kt mana tadi?

tadi yana pegi jasema haa.

jasema kt TTDI?

haah, pegi sana.

ohh, okay okay.

thank you yanaa. tau tak, abah dah cari merata dah buku ni. semua sold out.

iye bah?

haah, haritu pegi tido kt de palma hotel tuu. kite pegi ampang point kan, nor? cari buku ni. sold out jugak.

iyee yana, ibu dgn hani haa. merata dah cari. pegi ioi tade, alamanda tade. semua sold out. habis! haha

ohh, tadi pegi jasema. ade laa lagi 3 ke 4 copy lagi.

ohh, tak teringat pulak abah nk pegi jasema.

hehee, takpe. dah tayah susah susah lagi dah. kitorg dh belikan utk abah dah (:

thank you yana. thank you soo much. i love you all ♥

i swear to god, aku tak pernah nmpak abah cam happy camtuu. bila aku bg hadiah tuu. he was like smiled very widely. then, bile dia bukak the wrapper. dia senyum lebar gilaaa! dia belek belek buku tu penuh cermat. and as he was reading, he never stop smiling!

pastu aku blah naik atas. and bila nk turun bawah. berselisih dgn abah. aku nampak dia pegang buku tuu, and smiled all the way up.

aku tatau nk rasa ape wehh time tuu. serious. aku rasa cam happy gilee bile nmpak abah tersenyum lebar bagai. sumpa, it was the best feeling ever. he had been searching fr the book eversince he saw the ads on the tv. merata tempat dia pegi. semua sold out, out of stock. i dont know. i guess he idolize dr. mahathir a lot. but seeing him soo very happy while reading or even looking at the book, it's worth every penny mann (:

i've got nothing else to say other than thank you to Allah, for giving me this chance to at least pleased him though it's not tht much. i love him and mom more than anything ever exist on earth.

and yes, thanks to you too waa (: i love you. oh yes, i do

and yeah, not forgetting you too, hani ♥

FQAH 0113

2011-04-05T13:59:00.003+08:00

as salam,

just finished biology paper this morning. and it was superb. except fr the mahassan's part. tht was err, 70% okaay i guess. hihiiiiii, i was focusing on mahanom's part and shida's part too much i'd say. so kind of affecting mahassan's part. nevermind, ade bio 4 lagi (: soo, gonna work my ass off fr bio 4 this coming friday. kamariah, kamaluddin semua aku tibai karang. habis ahh

baru lepas makan, so cannot sleep terus. mau perut aku makin membesar nanti. bia hadam hadam dulu. muehehe (:

9 more days and counting. i just can't wait. aku dah ade plan fr tiga hari berturut turut after exam. soo, just cant wait to finish 'em all. my planning fr the whole holiday? i'll tell you about tht later on.

okay laa, review a bit about today's paper laa since the title had say it all. soo, biology 3? one of my favourite paper of all time. it's biology, man! muehehe.

soo, the structure part - awesomeeeeeh! masa belum start, i was flipping the paper. going through the question one by one. smiling all the way. the night before, dapat msg fr the spot question. i was just focusing on tht spot questions je wehh. memang gambling habis ahh. but it was worth the try. thanks to Allah for had make it easy for me (: alhamdulillah.

dah laa, esok FKAX 0113 pulak. faridah, aishah aku tak cover sgt lagi. mlm ni pulun lagi. tido dah wehh, mata dah kuyu. satu mlm tak tido, bubui

final exam

2011-03-30T19:34:00.004+08:00

as salam (:

okay, aku baru lepas buat GOP. esok presentation. nothing much to be worried about tht one. aku bukan nk cakap pasal tu pun. just a matter of aku buat bnde tuu sambil guna laptop. soo sekali arung update sebentar.

yeah, sorry sebab menghilangkn diri sekejap. charger laptop aku kene rampas. so, agak susah jugak nak online kn. semalam baru tuntut, and yeayy. there you go, i'm here already. but, this will be my last fr another two weeks. right nw, aku kt main balcony fr my wing, floor 9. aku bentang karpet and tgh bersantai rehatkn minda fr a while. hee, okay. nw serious.

final aku lagi 6 hari wehh. kejap je lagi kan? huhh, takpe. aku nk rasa lama sikit, which is another 6547 minutes je lagi. haa, ribu tu. okay ahh (: haha.

okay, lets nt faking. im not in a very good condition now. bila cakap pasal study. i will be in K.O condition. i am very worried. honestly, i am. sekarang ni perasaan aku sumpah bercampur-baur.

aku rasa risau pasal exam aku ni haa.
aku rasa takot, am i fully prepared?
aku rasa berkobar-kobar nk jawab exam.
aku rasa happy nk habis PASUM.
aku rasa sedih nk tinggalkan PASUM.

yeah, basically tht. haih, entahlaa. kekadang aku rasa bersemangat. especially lepas aku dh belajar enn. rasa cm semangat aku naik. fuhh, boleh buat ni kan. tapi bila jawab certain questions, aku dh cm down sikit bila tak dapat jawab sana sini.

alhamdulillah, my revision is progressing well. bt ade jugak at times aku rasa cm ya Allah, malasnya laa nk bukak buku. mcm sekarang ni laa. td time buat GOP, rasa happy bagai. yeahh, kitorg dh plan mcm mcm dah. nk buat fr our GOP. plan itu, plan ini. introduction, closing segala. haha.

bt, masa tgh edit sana sini segalaa. saje borak borak. and yes, sekarang ni. this one whole week. borak borak pun, borak borak pasal pelajaran. dh cover itu ke, dh cover ini ke? how's revision? dh buat final paper dah? dh hafal semua dah?

borak pasal exam, yeahh. im fine with it. bt tgk laa outcome dia mcm skg ni. aku rasa mcm dh tade harapan. huu, i feel hopeless wehh (: yes, i am tired mentally and physically.

tade kaitan dgn gym. aku dh berhenti gym unofficially. yeah, aku tak contact langsung my trainer. and my trainer pon senyap jee. i've no idea at all. haha, mungkin dia pun happy aku tade. i dont knw. yeahh, im nt tht committed. haihh, mcm mana laa aku nk committed kalau dh dalam kepala otak aku asyik pasal chemistry, kejap bio, kejap math. takpe laa. bnde free. it's nt my fault either. diorang pujuk aku suruh masuk. im nt the one yg tergedik gedik nk masuk. then luckily, aku terpilih pulak. and yes, maybe ada sikit salah aku. ye laa, cm kesian sikit dgn trainer aku tu kan. sendiri merana.

bt nevermind laa, berguna jugak kott. yeahh, aku dapat belajar few simple exercise yg aku boleh praktik kt rumah, insya Allah. itu pun kalau aku rajin laa kan. haha :D

okay laa. aku dh meraban je dah haa. okay, maybe this is nt my last post before the exam. kalau aku tension aku online je laa kan. bt, aku memang akan online lagi pon lepas ni sebab nk search fr biology. muehehe (: and i was thinking to post a few things soon enough. thts it.

adios!

Muadz Jaafar

2011-03-30T04:11:00.003+08:00

to one of my best-est friend i've ever had,

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY , man

you're getting older now. and i know you're matured enough. oh, yes i do. muehehe

i just wanna wish you very much of luck in your life and your future ahead. semoga kau panjang umur, murah rezeki. i know you're a bright student, and my wish is fr you to be brighter than you are now (: lagi ape yeh? err, semoga kau lebih pakar dalam bidang lomography ni. thts wht you want kn? i guess so. hee and yeah fr sure, hopefully kau akan dapat apa yg kau nk dalam hidup. i hope tht our friendship will last eternally, till death do us apart.

HAHAHA okay ayat tanak blah gilaa. ape ape je laa, aku dh kira baik gilaa ni buat post special utk kau. haha, okay enough said. have a great birthday! aku rindu kau, honestly.

♥

i can't understand myself either :3

2011-03-21T02:11:00.006+08:00

as salam,

it's been ages since i last posted anything related to what i feel. bt this few days had been the worst so far. yeahh, as the title goes. i can't understand myself either. huhh

fr those yg kenal aku, they'd say tht im the type who hates to see her loved ones sad or cried. yeahh, its the truth. it hurts actually to see them falling apart. be it about love, relationship, future or anything. i'd do my best to help them.

bt sadly, bila aku pulaa berperasaan begitu. its nt tht i dont have anyone around. i have countless of people or persons tht i can rely to. bt i just dont knw how to express them, i just dont know how to tell every single bit about it. fr this time being, yes my heart is falling apart.

you see, i'm nt good in words. when it comes to me and myself talking about wht i felt all these days. i can assure you tht i'll be silent as hell, not knowing exactly how to rephrase the words. my vocabs are gone, all the alphabeticals i've been learning since i was little started to play hide and seek with me. i dont knw. huhh, its hard. super hard!

i'm feeling a little down these days. bt no one's figured it out (: yes, i am a good actress? nahh, i am not. i am just being me. yes, though i feel sad inside. but, i just can't be sad. yes, i am a happy person. exceptional fr any real disaster to happen, besides tht to me, every problems are solveable. haha. tht explains why i seldom worried, you know. it's either fate or there will be a solution someday somewhere. heheh :P

wht i can tell you is tht fr now, yes i'm a bit down. lots of things going on my mind. about love, studies, family. something happened few days back. though the moment has passed, but still i cant get rid of it and still thinks about it every single night. besides tht, i have huge test coming another two weeks. and yet, i haven't study a single thing. well, i did revised here and there. but, still i feel worried. am i gonna make it before i sit fr the exam?

fr now, this had been my most favourite song of the months! other than enrique iglesias' tonight i'm loving you and usher's more, this song had been one of the song i've been singing along. the lyrics are awesome, you knw. maybe it had something to do with me somewhere. i dont knw (:

I am done, smoking gun

We've lost it all, the love is gone

She has won, now it's no fun

We've lost it all, the love is gone

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

And we tried, oh how we cried
We lost ourselves, the love has died
And though we tried you can't deny
We're left as shells, we lost the fight

And we had magic
And this is tragic
You couldn't keep your hands to yourself

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

Now I know you're sorry and we were sweet
But you chose lust when you deceived me
And you'll regret it, but it's too late
How can I ever trust you again?

I feel like our world's been infected
And somehow you left me neglected
We've found our lives been changed
Babe, you lost me

enjoy the song then (:

p/s : i miss the feelings of loved and being loved.

p/s #2 : shut ~~the fuck~~ up and concentrate on your studies instead, yana -.-

heeeee (:

Butterfly Boucher - I Can't Make Me

2011-03-21T01:58:00.001+08:00

All the things I want to say but I can't
All the things I want to do but I won't
Hold me tight
Not too tight
I'm in knots and you tie me in bows
I feel pretty
I know that you care
You're so sweet
You're so so sweet

It's not a hurry that we're in
It's the pollen
It's the spring

I can't make me love you
And you can't make me either
Patience, boy I need it
I can't make me love you

Oh oh oh

Paper pen and a piece of your heart
I can read it but where do I start?
What to do?
What do I do?
And I am going but I'm gonna come back
And maybe then maybe this maybe that
Hold me tight
Not too tight

It's not a hurry that were in
There's no problem
That's the thing

But I can't make me love you
And you can't make me either
Patience, boy I need it
I can't make me love you

Everyday there's something new to hold onto to a little more of you

But I can't make me love you
And you can't make me either
Patience, boy I need it
I can't make me love you
Patience, boy on strange days
I can't make me love you

Oh oh oh

It's not a hurry that we're in
It's the pollen
It's the spring

It's not a hurry that we're in
It's the pollen
It's the spring

best week of the march :P

2011-03-20T22:47:00.003+08:00

as salam,

soo bile nk dikira-kirakan, another two weeks to go for my finals. and yet aku masih lagi bersenang berlenang dgn laptop aku ni haa. haha, -.- yes aku teruk. gua sedar gua sedar!

sepatutnya aku kene hantar report kimia esok. tapi sumpah aku rasa malas gilaaaaaa nk buat skg ni. hee (: lepas dh negotiate dgn ketua tercinta, dia kata boleh jee nk hantar nanti nanti. soo yeahh, memang cite die aku hantar rabu je laaaa. plan nk study bio and prob after this. yes, thought taknak tido je kott. kott la kan. tgk je laa camne nnti haaa, enta enta after aku post terus terbongkang haa. muehehe :P

yeaa, so after this i'm working out with my bio. if possible. aku nk habiskn bio 3 today. if possible laa. tp bila pikir balik memang mcm tak possible jee. cause it's a lot. damn a lot. dgn mahassan lagi kn. hmm, tape then. aku habiskn mahanom dgn shida. then aku study a bit about dr K then. haa, sounds like a perfect plan (: jyeahh!

okay, soo fr me this week has been by far the best week ever in the month of march. kenapa? because i get to meet my friends back wehh. yeahh, aku dapat jumpaa semuaaaa balik. well, tak laa semua kan. tp still, walaupun dapat jumpa like half of them je haa. dapat laa jugak aku cover balik rindu aku semua kan. haha, yeahh. aku sumpa sgt rindu dorg. am not sure whether they felt the same or not. but who cares la kan? muehehe!

hari jumaat, aku dapat jumpa dgn si nazrin, amar, hairie, amir, afif, azam, dgn justin. yg si amar ni memang plan nk jumpe dia pon with nazrin laa kan. yeahh, amar baru lepas operation haa. ade infection kt tulang paha diaa. soo, sebagai kawan yg prihatin. aku plan nk melawat laa dia kn. and kebetulan si nazrin pon nk melawat sama. soo, pegi laa dgn diaa. smpai rumah diaa, amar bertongkat segalaa. bt tgk dia cm bukan tgk org sakit pon. he's perfectly fine except fr the leg part laa kan. utk mengelakkan kaki dia lebeh teruk. he had to pantang punya berlambak jenis makanan. taleh makan ayam, telur, cheese, and apetah lagi. ikan pon cume ikan haruan je dia boleh hadam. lain tak boleh -.- bought him two rolls of cakes. tau tau dia taleh makan. haha, kalau tau tuu. aku beli je bnde lain weh. haha. bt nevermind, bia family dia makan instead. muehehe!

soo, instead of feeding him with those cakes. aku potongkn mangga utk dorg. we had a great time though. tgk tv, playing poker and also eating. hahaa, lepas dh puas makan segalaa. aku dgn nazrin gerak pulaa ke dewan badminton sebelah sekolah seksyen satu. tgk pulaa si afif, hairie, azam dgn justin main kt sana. oh yeah, plus alif of course (: hee. awkwardly, aku dduk situ tgk all the guys all sweating main badminton dgn bersungguh sungguhnya. it was awesome! some of them ada yg main dgn hebat, while some of them main cenggitu cenggitu jee. kalau aku? hmm, 21-0, confirmed! haha, telur kosong tuu confirm confirm aku laa dol. huu

lepas tuu enn, dh puas main segalaa. we all gerak ke mcd equine pulaa. had our supper there. aku yg tak makan sejak gym, damn sumpa lapar gilaa. finally dpat gain up balik semua energy. haha, amar pon ade kt situ gak. amir bawak dia dtg. seeing this two brothers together kn, aku sumpa rasa terharu sikit. yeahh, pasal nilai kekeluargaan dorg. amir sanggup tak tidur and bawak si amar dtg makan mcd. amar sangap mcd haa sebenarnyaa. soo, bila dgr kitorg semuaa plan nk gi mcd. dia pon nk follow. then, kn si amar tak dpat jalan. soo, amar dia guna sistem loceng jee haa utk mintak tlg kt sesapa. mak bapak dia dgn adik pmpuan dia pegi bercuti kt vietnam. bt si amir tak ikot semata mata nk jaga amar kt rumah. damn, terbaik gilaa dorg nii (':

lepas dh puas lepak dgn dorg. i got back to UM. found nonie tgh tgk cite burlesque tht time. dia baru je bgun haa. haha. joined her fr a few minutes. then, tertidur pulaak. woke up balik around 8 something. print slip, get myself ready and pegi exam hall. ade munsyi test. huu, lepas dh amek test. atikah ajak keluaa. soo yeahh, next person yg aku jumpa is atikah (: heheh, fetched her up and off we go to putrajaya. thought of hanging out kt hot air balloon fiesta. tp sumpa darn it ramai gilaa org wehh! hahaa. tak dpat der nk naik belon nye haa. cancel plan. gerak alamanda tgk movie. movie pulaaa penuh jugaaa -.- makan icecream baskin robbin then terus balik je haa. hahaa

lepas tuu, had dinner with the family. malam tidur rumah. esok lepak jee. pkul 5 ptg nk balik dah. bt instead of balik terus. aku lepak old town sat. teringat kuljit. call ajak dia hangout. while waiting fr him, the next person i met was amizaaaaaa! damn, sumpah aku sgt rindu dgn budak nii (': aku dah berkurun wehh tak jumpaa diaa. tetibaa je boleh terjumpaa. tgh dduk haa kt old town tuu. tetibe nampak sorg pmpuan masuk. i was kinda shocked actually jumpaa dia. hahaa, tak expect pon. i miss you ohh amiza (': seriously! huu. borak borak jap before she went away. yeahh, masing masing busy kn. we cannot expect them to be with us 24/7. huu

then, i met kuljit pulaa (: yg mamat nii lagi laa berkurun tak jumpa. if not mistaken since my last mid term break kott. nt this sem. last sem punyaa. hahaa, imagine how long -.- huu. soo just chillin' out. exchange stories. lepas rindu jap. right before seven, we chow already. aku gerak balik um, whereas he's heading back home (:

well, it's been a great days wehh. aku dh berkurun haa tak jumpaa dorg semuaa nii. and last last, dapat jugaak jumpa dorg semuaa (: extremely happy wehh. fr them aku tatau. bt fr me, yeahh. terbaik jee. they've been my great great friends and will always be. you guys just dont know how much i miss you :P

i am the one who treasure friendships a lot. once you've been my good friend, it's hard to get rid off. thanks fr being such a wonderful lifetime experience to me. i love you guys, sumpah!

Uncle K Kopitiam (:

2011-03-17T21:26:00.007+08:00

as salam,

hello readers (: well, if you guys do exist laa. if not then, takpee. aku okay jee cakap sensorang. muehehe. soo, its thursday peeps. and pukul 9.27 sudah nii. nt pagi of course, malam laa fosho. soo as the title goes, aku skg ni sebenarnyaa dekat Uncle K Kopitiam. just hanging around. baru lepas work out. soo, gaining back my energy. cause after this, i have lots and lots of revisions to be done (: no im not whining, im just saying it out loud. muehehe, whts the difference anyway kan? :3

okay cut the crap. yeahh, if you guys tatau. skg aku work out okaay (: hahaa, yeahh. work out as if pegi gym and have my own personal trainer. muehehehe XD i knowww, awesome kannn? haha. tapi korg tatau lagi the best part of all is tht, i'm training with my own personal trainer FOR FREE baybehh. hahaa. terkejut? aku lagi laaaa -.-

huu, well cite die begini sebenarnyaa. okay, korang tau kan yg aku ade join satu explorace baru baru nii. soo, my teammates which is zetty. dia nii member of Celebrity Fitness, Bangsar Village. soo, since mase aku panjat broga dulu, badan aku nii sumpaa tak fit gilaa nk mati. soo, utk kebaikan sejagat, dia ajak laa aku fr trial kt celebrity fitness. trial nii, kita masuk kang dapat work out and guna all the facilities dlm fitness tuu fr 8 days straight secara percuma. soo, aku pon pegi laa setiap hari sana. work out laa segala work out yg ada. treadmill laa basikal laa jadah semuaa.

one day, mase aku tgh trial tuu, dtg sekor staff ajak aku join satu contest named Celebrity X Coaches contest. dia kataa join fr free and if i am lucky enough, if i get selected nnti, i'll get a 16 training session for free with a personal trainer. memulaa aku tamau laa sebab bnde bnde mcm ni, bukan boleh percaya sgt kn. bt dia pujuk punya pujuk. aku pon join je laa. so as my other friends. dorg pon join jugak. lepas dh sign borang segalaa. then, buat bodoh je laa. im not expecting myself to be selected kn. dnt even knw wht kind of contest pon mase tuu haa. just jadi cm org bodoh sign itu ini. and thts it. but tetibaa, tgh aku makan lunch kt cafe dgn budak kelas. dpt call frm celebrity fitness telling me yg aku terpilih fr this contest. hahaa, i was speechless back then. and know nothing pasal contest jadah nii. just jawab 'ahaa ahaa, ohh okay. i get it, okay'. and thts it. hahaa. bila dh jumpa my trainer, bincang pasal terms and conditions and all. baru laa tau wht kind of contest aku terpilih ni and semuaa.

at first, aku pikir nk tarik diri jee sebab final aku cm less than a month je lagi haa. no, im being honest ni haa. bt then, tetibaa trainer aku cakap this contest is actually a contest fr them as well. nk pilih the best trainer among the trainers. soo, aku rasa bersalah pulak laa enn. sebab kalau aku tarik diri, dia pon akan secara automatic nyaa disqualified or kira cm tak layak laa nk menang best trainer haa. soo, okay laa. aku join je laa. lagi pon it's a 16 session with a personal trainer. kalau kene bayar wehh, its actually cost me about RM1600++. and i get this RM1600++ workout session for free pulak. soo, okaay. i felt lucky sekejap. haha :D luckily dia tak affect aku punya study and all. as each session cuma sejam sehari. and mostly session aku buat petang haa. usually, petang petang tuu aku tidur. soo, instead of tidur, aku pegi workout kan. okay laa tuu (:

alright, done with my explanation dah. yeahh, aku td dari fitness terus dtg kopitiam ni haa. aku bawak laptop pegi sana. haha, bukannya ape. bt then tetiba si nonie tuu. die tertinggal kunci kt dewan kuliah. soo, aku terpaksa tak kunci bilik td as dia dgn classmates dia nk kelua sgt pegi melantak nasi kandar. rasa mcm tak safe je haa nk tinggal laptop mcm tuu jee. soo, instead of leaving it back in my room, aku bawak je laa pegi fitness haa. lock it in my locker while aku pegi workout segala. and tak sangka pulak akan jadi berguna since aku tak plan pon actually nk lepak kopitiam sat. hee (:

td ptg aku pegi kelas rev up dr. shida. or shall i call her aunty shida. heheh (: yeahh, fyi. my biology's lecturer is my own neighbour. how weird is tht kan? haha. bt thts reality laa kn. heheh, okay laa tu neighbour. drpd junior aku and kawan aku. time skola dulu, mak dia ajar dia sejarah kt kelas diaa. hahaa, lagi triple, double of triple weird. hahaa. mak dia yg tanda kertas exam semuaa. boleh je kn kalau kt umah kang urut urut segala begging fr a better marks kan. haha :D mcm bangang jee -.-

kelas tuu memang byk membantu. dr. shida memang byk bg tips segala and also nasihat. last last dia ade bg advice supaya kitorg jaga kesihatan segala. and also stop segala aktiviti semuaaa. hahaa, nasihat tuu aku terasa sket. kene straight batang hidung je rasa haa. muehehe! takpe, aku dh aim. 31st march, tht will be my last hang out ke kan. sebab wayang JUST GO WITH IT kelua haritu. wajib tgk. then, i'll be grounded. okayy? korang dengar tak nii?! 31 MAC nii, faham! lepas lepas tuu, segala ajakan atau godaan. tidak akan dilayan sama sekali. okaay? haha (: semangat finals sket, woot woot woot :P

okay, lepas habis kelas tuu. aku pegi laa lunch kn. ajak arep semuaa. tp masing masing ade hal. puasa laa, group discussion laa. since aku dh kelaparan gilaa, aku pegi je laa cafe makan sorg. dh beli makanan semuaa and also minuman. tgh baru nk makan ni. dua org mamat, strangers, totally strangers, international students pulaak, dtg nk mintak tumpang meja makan. soo, aku ni as a good malaysians laa kan. okay laa fine laa, dduk je laa. hahaa. agak cemas jugaa memulaa. dorg lelaki wehh. aku pmpuan. bangsa asing pulak tuu. hailaa :3

tp gua steady jee, lepak chill je braii. buat bodoo, makan jee. lepas dh makan. aku beli jambu, makan lagi. and since tht, sorg tego aku. dgn accent pekat dia haa, "you're a student here?". damn damn damn, english man english! aku pon balas je laa biasa, and berbasa basi la kan. tanya nama and all. lepas 5 minit, terus clique. seriously, tak tipuu! hahaa

yeahh, lepas 5 minit. kitorg gelak ketawa semuaa mcm org dh lama kenal. hahaa. bukan apaa. cm kitorg exchange questions je haa. aku tanya laa dia mcm mcm. "how do you feel like it here?", "what course are you taking?", "where are you from?", "which part of uzbekistan are you from?". and mcm mcm soalan lagi laa. haha (: serious aku cakap, tercabar bhaiii english aku ni haa. sebelum ni nk speaking. haram berterabur. tp tatau laa bila aku ckap dgn dorg nii. quite lancar laa jugak, eventhough ada grammatical errors sana sini. and bahasa manglish tetap tak lari, laa laa laa laa. muehehe, tapi still mampu utk bercommunicate dgn dorg. alhamdulillah (: tak sia sia abah ibu hantar aku pegi sekola. muahaha! i love you abah and ibu! ♥

few minutes later. sorang lagi mamat, dtg and tepuk belakang dorg. then dia tarik kerusi and join sekali duduk. another stranger. india mari pulaaa (: quite awkward at first. bt lepas lepas tuu, kitorg clique jugaa. haha, and yeahh. aku byk lagi borak dgn this indian. as byk sket bnde yg nk borak. well yeahh, yg dua mamat memulaa nii. dorg frm uzbekistan. sorg tuu ruslan and another one is timu. i dnt knw how to spell dorg name wehh. yg aku tau, sorg cakap name dia ruslan. and another one is timu. dnt knw whether its timu or timoo or timur. hee, and yg datang later ni frm india. the name is iftikar. but he asked me to call him ifti (:

since aku memang tatau satu bnde pon pasal uzbekistan, tuu yg aku byk borak dgn this indian guy. pasal spices, pasal mumbai, pasal cricket. and mostly yg kitorg cakap is pasal shah rukh khan and bollywood movies. haha :D well, aku ade snap gmbar dorg secara senyap. kenangan yg susah nk dapat. yeah, they're my very first foreign friends. soo, been quite excited about it (: nanti nanti laa okay aku post kt sini gambar dorg. bg korang kenal sekali. my first foreign or shall i call it international friends XD omygad omygad! muehehe

okay, dah laa. aku bawak laptop tade charger ni. dh ade 'tanda seru' sudaah. so i better get going. its study timeeeeee! heh :3

nah, gambar last aku dr Uncle K Kopitiam :P

comel tak comel tak?

okay gediks, aha

adios~

apologies.

2011-03-17T03:11:00.002+08:00

(Sorry seems to be the hardest word)

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation.
And it's getting more and more absurd.
It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Yeh. Sorry

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.

19th of March 2011

2011-03-16T18:22:00.003+08:00

as salam (:

soo, yeahh. its on saturday. this week punyaa saturday. at first, plan nk buat picnic bersama rakan rakan kelas yg disayangi. tp lepas dh berbincang segala jadah. plan nk buat rabu depan jee. semuaa ada sekali en. sounds better jee. hee

soo, instead of berpicnic. my next plan was like memerap dlm bilik and study, catching up every single thing haa. bt, tetibaa aku baca paper. ade advertisement habaq mai few interesting things yg aku taleh miss wehh! and also through facebook. dpat tau sesuatu benda yg mustahak jugaa. therefore, nah. tgk je laa puas puas (:

MALAYSIAN UNIVERSITY SELECTION INVENTORY

seperti yg dah diketahui ramai, fr those yg apply USM, kene amek exam ni haa. aku rase ni cam one of the way fr them utk tapis students. memula aku cm cuak laa. haih, exam pejadah pulaak nii. kene belajar dah ke? -.- tp bilaa aku buat research sket. yg dh amek dh sebelum ni semuaa. ini sebenarnyaa cume questionnaire. soalan ya atau tidak gitu gitu jee haa. tade laa segempak mane pon. tp kalau tak amek, dgr ade ura ura yg mengatakan terus tak qualified nk masuk. soo, better pegi je laa amek. mine will be on this particular date and day. kt aras 1, bangunan peperiksaan, um. masanyaa pukul 10 pg smpai 11 pg tak silap. pegi library je kott lepas tuu ehh :P

PUTRAJAYA INTERNATIONAL HOT AIR BALLOON FIESTA 2011

soo, as stated. yeahh, aku nk pegi sini. hanya berlangsung selama 4 hari je haa. soo, rare gilaa je kan fiesta cmnii. jadii, aku plan nk pegi laa. tgk balik segala advertisement jadah semuaa. sumpaa interesting gilaaa :D

as apa yg aku nampak, ada mcm mcm jenis balloon ade haa. muka darth vader ade, yg maskot michelin pon ada, yg muka doraemon pon ada. gosh, cm terbaik pulaak. haha. then event cmni cm susa gilaa nk ada enn. bukannya selalu weh. setaon sekali je tak silap aku. soo, dh alang alang aku ade kt sini ni haa. ape laa salahnya aku ke sana kan (:

if korang berminat, tgk laa link yg aku dh sertakan sekali tuu. haa, rajin rajin laa tgk web dia tu haa. penat penat je dorg buat haa. haha, then tgk kt tab 'participating balloons'. aku tak sabar jee rasa nk naik atas udara tuu. selama 18 tahun aku hidup. kapal terbang aku dh penah naik, keretapi pon dh, kereta lagi laa dah, motor sudah, basikal 'checked', lori dah, bas dah, teksi dah, bot pun sudah. err, rasanyaa dah kott semua yg common common ni haa. soo, teringin jugak laa aku nk tambah lagi satu naik hot air balloon kn. selama ni tgk kt tv je haa. nk jugak merasai. muehehe!

nnti kang aku dah naik, aku story mory oraitt :P jom, meriahkan fiesta belon panas. woot woot!