as salam,

hey hoo. soo, alhamdulillah. kita dh masuk bulan baru dah. bulan baru baik dari segi kalendar islam mahupun dari segi kalendar omputih. bulan Ramadhan sudah nii jatuh pada hari pertama bulan Ogos tahun dua ribu sebelas. hee, makaa. saya dgn rendah dirinya nk mengucapkan selamat menyambut bulan ramadhan, bulan yang mulia ni kepada semua muslimin dan muslimat (:

so, moving on to my countless apologies. haha, yaa blog aku memang dh bersawang. bukn aku tanak update ke ape. perasaan tu ada. aktiviti nya tu pun ada. tp, kekangan masa yg kurang mengizinkn. yes, i've been super busy last week. ke hulu ke hilir semuaa, finding and searching and also digging every single informations about universities and colleges.

yes, gua nak habaq kat you all semua. yg aku dh decide dh. pasal dilemma jadah semua tu, aku nk masuk private. hee, ape yg mncairkn aku? mau tau? well. aku cite je laa terus ehh.

okay, first as you all might know. gua dh pusing kepala gilaa nk pikir pasal nk masuk ipta ke ipts kn. reasons gua? meh aku statekn satu persatu pros and cons dua dua jadah ipta dgn ipts ni okay?

IPTA (Universiti Malaysia Kelantan)

pros :

1. okay. since aku dpt kt kelantan. and kelantan tu, well known as a country yg tk se-elit kuala lumpur laa kan. aku dh kaji selidik segala, demo aku sndiri ckp kelantan tkde wayang semua kn. soo, bg aku. ITS FREAKING GOOD. sebab, i can focus on my study then. you knw why? well, i learned frm my own mistakes. wht are my mistakes? nah, korang baca sndiri betapa teruknya aku back then when i was in pasum - click here to find out more. yeah, gua dh insaf. and sumpah tanak jadi bnde mcm dulu lagi dh. so, i took kelantan in a positive way. it's great dpt jauhkn diri frm all kinds of entertainment ni semua as i can focus on my study 100% kn. itu satu bende baik.

2. and again, negeri yg bernama kelantan. satu malaysia tau, kelantan ni negeri yg mcm mane. it's a great country in a religious perspective. soo, as fr me yg imannya tk laa setinggi gunung kinabalu. aku amek kelantan ni as in a positive way to culture the religious side of me. nt becoming too islamic ke kan. cukup sekadar menunaikan 5 rukun islam and 6 rukun iman yg dituntut drpd hambaNya. again, satu bende yg baik.

3. i get to feel mcm how does it feels like to actually rebut rebut nk balik kg and all. yeahh, i was in pasum before. balik rumah almost every day. makes no difference fr me. so, bila kt kelantan tuu. aku dpt rasa mcm mane homesick tuu. heheh. just a brand new experience (:

4. way way way way way cheaper than private fosho. aku kene bayar around 10k je fr my course tuu. 4 years of study. so, tk membebankn abah ibu sgt la kn.

cons :

1. kelantan, last jejak masa umur 8 tahun. jauh pulak tu. jauh drpd family, jauh drpd semuanya. takut jugak rasa homesick. takut tk dpt biasakn diri. takut tk dpt biasakan makanan. takut semua ahh.

2. course, pelik. sains sumber asli. subjek dia, pengurusan haiwan liar, pengurusan hutan belantara and such. awkwardd

3. takut takde masa dpan. takut job nnti tah pape. if nk keje dgn abah pun boleh. bt abah ckp, nnti menyusahkn abah jugak. abah kene train balik. sebab course tuu jauhhhh menyimpang frm business abah. (oh yes, fyi. abah ada business, medical related. and he was hoping fr me and my sisters to actually inherit tht business frm him one day nnti).

IPTS (MSU / TAYLORS)

pros :

1. dekat dgn rumah. couldnt agree more.

2. course yg aku suke. my favourite subject, biology <3

3. tgh bandar, so tkde problem nk sesuaikn diri ke ape.

4. aku dpt senangkn abah. cause, guaranteed keje dgn dia nnti. plus, masa depan terjamin.

cons :

1. MAHAL GILAAAAAA! 10 times wayyyyy expensive than ipta. plus kos sara hidup ag, foods (aku ni pelahap), entertainment (gua kaki wayang), kereta (minyak ulang alik frm umah), asrama (if duduk asrama).

haa, thts basically is my evaluation of both govt and private laa. soo, lepas dh timbang sane timbang sini, pikir sana pikir sini. tau ape decision aku?

SORRY UMK, :|

the title says it all, mintak maaf umk. aku tk dpt nk jadi student kau kt sane nnti. so as the seniors, ampun den tak dapek nk jadik juniors korang nnti. bt i have my own responsibilities towards my dad and my family. dorg semua count on me to actually help my dad with his business in the future someday. soo, apa gunanya kalau aku amek course umk tuu yg takde related langsung dgn business dia kn. baik aku belajar subject yg ade kene mengena since all those subjects laa yg akan aku apply nnti masa aku keje dgn abah kn (:

ayat ayat yg mencairkn aku, and menyebabkn aku rasa berat hati gilaaaaa nk terima umk, by ibu : "yana, abah tuu bukan makin muda yana. dia makin tua. masa dia bukak business tu, dia dh imagine dh yana dgn wawa akan tlg dia nnti. dia tkde pelapis yana. yana kena ingt, abah tkde anak lelaki. yana, wawa dgn hani je laa anak abah tuu. kalau yana tk tlg abah, sape lagi yg nk tlg abah yana?" :(

heheh, soo. yeahh. as i told you before, gua ada responsibility gua. soo, memang tkde jalan lain dh laa. hee. and jyeahh. after dilemma pasal ipta dgn ipts ni dh selesai. gua actually ada satu lagi dilemma tauu.

nak masuk

MSU

ke

TAYLORS

eh?

tatauu dohhh -.-